So, I must confess, I have done it.
Sometimes it's hard to find a female RP partner, specially those with the same tastes as yours. So, I have created a female account. I use it to RP, and have a lot of fun with it, since it's all about writing for me. It's the same to RP as a male or a female character for me. I see it as writing a book. We are the writers and there are several characters, so it's a similar process.
Anyway, the problem is I don't say I am a male. I pretend to be a female. It's so easy to find RP partners when you pretend to be a female, I don't know why yet. I think male libido is higher than female's libido. It's also much easier to get what you want. I have got my hands on some really good materials, be them on Games or even Porn related material, just because they think I am a female.
But sometimes I feel bad for tricking those men into thinking I am a woman. Sometimes I worry they will develop a stronger affection towards my character and I dread they will fall in love, altho I don't give them any space for that, nor hope, nor anything. I make it clear that "I" lives in a country far, far away, and that nothing could ever happen between us.
But still, sometimes I feel a bit bad. I think I feel bad because I suffered a lot in platonic relationships in the past, and I don't want them to suffer the same. I did fall in love with Internet girls 2 times in the past, wich lived far from me, but I still don't even know if they were real girls. Apart from feeling pathetic about it, I don't want these guys to go through the same.
Has anyone gone through this? Any tips or advices on dealing with this matter?
Thanks in advance,