Instincts [ Survivalist | Thriller | Twisted Romance ] [ F seeking M ]

[kasper]

Themes: survivalist duo, isolated from civilization → acclimating to modern world, dedicated protector/protected dynamic, on-the-run, specially trained operatives, conspiracies/cover-ups, top-secret government programs, plot twists, thriller, action, drama

Kinks: incestuous-type dynamic, age gap, powerplay, animalistic urges, moral ambiguity

Guidelines: all characters & faceclaims 18+, mix of story & smut, limited availability during week, character-focused, long-term, para+, forums preferred, discord selectively available, feel free to message questions or interest, open to additions or adaptions

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A young man named Erik takes work with a secret government program and recruits young women about to have an abortion to instead give their babies up to this government program. The program involves genetically mutating the babies and splicing their DNA with wolves in hopes of grooming perfect operatives that will be both advanced killers and obedient. However, Erik has begun to feel morally conflicted over the fate of these children and his hand in it all.

When one of the mothers begins to question her choice in giving her child up, the two begin to plan in secret an escape for her and her child but when their window for escape is open their opportunity is missed when she goes into labor unexpectedly. The two try to keep this secret and self-deliver. Before giving the newborn to her mother, for just a moment Erik holds the baby in his arms and almost immediately develops a paternal bond and intense protective instinct towards the newborn. Lilja, the mother tells him, her daughter's name is Lilja.

Chaos soon breaks out when operatives find the scene and try to take the baby from the mother. Erik fights off the operatives but the mother is shot and killed. He manages to take out the rest of the operatives and escapes but with more sent to chase him. Erik takes the newborn into a dense forest that is thousands of miles large. Shaking those following him from his trail, he finds shelter for himself and little Lilja and immediately sets to work carving out a life so that the two can survive. For the next 18 years, he raises Lilja, training her so that she can protect herself and survive almost any challenge thrown at her.

One day while hunting, Lilja meets a hiker in the forest and their chance meeting sparks a dangerous curiosity of the outside world which eventually exposes their location and they are once more put on the run as they are hunted down, forcing them back into civilization where she must learn to navigate new experiences, sensations and feelings. Lilja's relationship with her adoptive father grows strained as she begins to question who he really is and things only grow more complicated as she begins to grow sexually curious.

Faceclaims

Joel Kinnaman


Leny Hkaa Gross




Inspired by the television drama series HANNA.

Q&A

Q&A

Do I have to have watched Hanna to get this?
Nope! You don't have to know anything about the show to write this story - the plot is heavily inspired by the show but it will not be following the show or based directly off it. I just wanted to give credit where credit is due. I also may borrow some scene ideas from the show but again you don't need to have watched it to write this!

Which role are you wanting to write? Erik or Lilja?
Both! I am actually looking to write the same story with two different writers, one where I write the role of Lilja and another where I write the role of Erik. So if you are interested in writing either Lilja or Erik, message me and I will be happy to write the opposite! I will update once I have one or both roles filled! Update: Someone has taken me up on me writing the role of Erik so now I am only looking to write the role of Lilja.

What does incestuous-type mean???
While Erik and Lilja have a father-daughter dynamic, he is not biologically her father. That being said, he has obviously taken on a very protective sort of role in her life and so has adapted as necessary so he will very likely still have the moral apprehensions of seeing her in a sexual manner.

DDLG?
I have nothing against that dynamic but this is not a ddlg roleplay -- or at least not your typical ddlg dynamic. What I mean by this is that Lilja does not have a 'little' mentality. She will be played as a capable, wild and assertive young woman. She may have moments of naivety as she is unfamiliar with the modern world and with certain aspects of her sexuality but she is not by any means docile or passive. While she does believe herself (at the start of the story, at least) to be his daughter, she does not have a 'daddy' fetish and she very likely won't be calling him 'daddy' - she is more likely to either call him by his name or, as he has spoken to her primarily in German as their native tongue, she will refer to him using German words such as 'vater' or simply 'papa'. I doubt he will be calling her 'baby' or 'baby girl' either - at least not before they start to come to terms with their sexual relationship.

Dom, sub or switch? Who is this story suited best for?
This depends largely on the role you'd be writing of course. If writing Erik, this story is best suited for either a dom who likes a headstrong and wild 'sub' or it is suited for a solid switch. If writing Lilja, well, I'm looking for a headstrong sub or again, solid switch. I expect the feelings and urges to be hard to navigate for both characters for their own reasons and as such, their desires will not always be matched. In many cases, especially in the beginning, Lilja will likely be the initiating party of any sexually charged encounters between them. The best way to put this, I think, is that they are both assertive by nature - but Lilja looks up to Erik and he also holds more experience, knowledge and power between them in their relationship.

Non-con? Dub-con?
It's not likely to happen here! Like I said earlier, Lilja is capable! She's a little badass! I imagine she'd sooner have somebody's balls than be taken by force! The only way I can imagine this happening is if we were writing this with the sole intent of having Erik swoop in so that he can unload some very emotional justice on another dude.

How old are the characters? What's the age gap?
I imagine Erik to be in his early to mid 40's and Lilja to be 18 or 19. Math says that's about a 22 - 28(ish) year gap. Some people may think this is gross and that's fine with me but I like exploring the dynamic of 'veteran' against 'fledgling' a lot.

Are you married to the names?
You are free to make changes to Erik's name, it is just a placeholder. Just keep in mind that the character is supposed to be German and so I would prefer his name reflect that and not be something like... Chad or... Cody. (Nothing against C names, here.) As for Lilja, I just like the name so I won't change it likely. Also it's pronounced Lil-yah.

Are you married to the faceclaims?
For Erik, yes. Joel Kinnaman is spicy but he also really fits this sort of role for me. He's rugged, he has a confident air and a look of maturity. For Lilja, I am open to suggestions and we can try and work something out that is agreeable for both of us.

Kinks?
I have a ton! Reference my signature and click the 'WRECKROOM' link - that is a masterlist of my current RP interests and kinks!

and finally...

thank you

[kasper]

Updated with a massive Q&A section to help clarify and outline what I'm looking for and what I'm not looking for! I feel like it wasn't especially clear before so hopefully, it's more succinct now.