.. because despite my devious ways, I still somehow convince myself I'm a decent person. So yeah.. right now, a pat on the back. Might come back to bite me hard, later.. although maybe I'm just so crazy I have no true idea how the intricacies of karma have already worked it's way into my day to day. Damn.. yeah.. truth is I got bloody idea. Perhaps that's best. But I'm still campaigning for a few back-pats. What do I got to lose, yeah?