Every time I hear older songs my mind goes back to good times when I listened to those songs. I never realized then that those memories would one day be so very precious. I find these memories playing in my mind like old movies. And my heart hurts. I hurt for the joys of my friends. The ones that are six hours away. The ones I can never go see because I don't have the money to drive out there to see them. I love them so much and they mean so much and I miss them so much! I feel so lonely here. *sighs and lifts a glass of vodka* To old times!