Potentially dark story, Psychological elements, Modern [M/M] - Taken.

[Nico]

For once, my muse dropped a new character and now it wants stories! ~rofl~ Fair warning right away - if you cannot stomach things like substance abuse, blood, violence and other heavy topics, this story will  not be for you. Sorry!

I couldn't care less about your badge. As long as you can write a convincing male character, we're compatible and get along, your RL gender/orientation/whatever is of no importance. I write to everyone I match with.

The premise is actually pretty simple, in fact.

My character is a young person, mentally ill, emotionally unstable and fragile and traumatised (no, his trauma has nothing to do with sexual abuse or abuse in general). It is a long story (which can be shared with someone interested), but he is in psychiatric treatment ever since it all went downhill and I really would like to spin a story around this specific dynamic. There is a lot of background, the characters would know one another for years, but the present and the future are up for the taking. Perhaps things change for one reason or the other? Perhaps your character has an unhealthy obsession or just dark fantasies? Whatever. I can't tell where this story can go and -to be honest- I don't want to crave it in stone. Wherever it goes, it goes. So much more fun to leave a lot of room for growth and development that way.

Okay, let's start with what I am not looking for, just to save everyone time.

• I am not looking for a story that is entirely about porn. It can happen and probably will, but I am no fan of pushing for it or writing just because I want to get to the juicy part. Erotic can have its place, but it's just one tiny part of the whole for me. I don't make characters just to write porn with them. That's too less substance for my muse. It always must do something for the story as a whole. It changes people, their outlooks, their relation to the other person, etc. Most of all, I adore writing what happens before and after the act itself.
• Shallow characters (I am all for complex characters with their own story and not just gentials, tyvm <3), unrealistic proportions (Let's keep it real, okay).
• One-liners. Not my cup of coffee, I'm sorry. My posts tend to get long, with a lot of internal monologues, telling the story of my character, etc.
• Sappy romance (romance with a dark twist is just fine, however) and fluff.
• Weak, spineless characters. My character might be emotionally unstable, but he's neither weak nor a coward. Just..yeah...capricious and erratic as hell.
• Another thing I will not have is my character being healed all of a sudden. It won't happen. Nope, tender loving care will not heal. I like to keep it real in that regard.

Possible elements of the story (Below are just some ideas, there is likely a lot more, but that always depends on where a story goes and what we make of it. I am just no fan of killing main characters. Where is the fun in that?)

• Authority abuse, perhaps?
• Age difference (it comes with the premise, naturally so.)
• Violence, drama, psychological horror
• Angst (I love tormenting my characters), breakdowns, more drama ( ),
• Substance abuse, coercion, blackmail, mindgames

I could go on and on but I shall leave it at this and discuss (read: plot) more on it with an interested party. Plotting is sooo much fun. I <3 it! Expect a ton of plotting and brainstorming with me.

What do I expect of a potential writing partner?

Not much, seriously. Commitment, creative input, delicious words, not being squeaky of heavy, loaded elements and various triggers. Just a nice person to write and plot with and perhaps get along OOC as well. I don't bite and I am always up for random, casual chatter. That's all.

I can be reached via PM on E or, even better, via Discord. If you get in touch on Discord, just let me know you're from E please and not some random internet creepy creep. <3 My contact info is in my O/O thread.