Pulled Down by Desire (M for MtF role, gender of writer unimportant)

[Sarcyn]

Hi all,

I've been away from these forums for what turns out to be several years but find myself wanting to scratch the writing itch again and remembering that roleplaying was always a favourite way to get the juices (creative and... otherwise ) flowing.

I've been wanting to write something involving an MtF trans person for a while and I am especially keen on exploring darker themes in my fiction (a quick browse through some of the stories I've been involved in on here should confirm that - even if they were written what feels like aeons ago). With that in mind, I'm looking to write something involving a slim, effeminate-looking male who gets pretty down on his luck, falls foul of the wrong crowd and is forced into a life of debauchery, drugs and debasing himself simply to survive.

I'm open to suggestions on the specifics but off the top of my head I was thinking of something involving either gambling debts or a drug habit where the 'kingpin' (my character) has a semi-secret penchant for 'special girls' and uses the power he has over the slim young man to turn him into his favourite little slut, renting him/her out to his buddies and also to strangers. I envisage getting the poor soul hooked on coke and or other narcotics, or worsening a pre-existing addiction, and as well as dressing his new toy in all sorts of finery and insisting on her being smooth from the neck down, surgery would probably be on the agenda somewhere down the line.

In terms of the character I'm looking for a partner to play, I wouldn't want them to be a completely compliant doormat... some spirit and fight is always fun, but perhaps they find that secretly they've always longed for something, and perhaps this change of gender, forced as it is, might just be what they need to finally feel happy. Of course all the drugs and debasement will make the wretched whore very confused as to what she actually wants and what is simply suggestion/coercion - but isn't that part of the thrill?

If any of the above has piqued your interest then feel free to get in touch via PM or by replying to this thread.

~S