Try....
Hot tears
Still not giving in
Playing on my fears, my intentions
Chin dropping,
Eyes staying down
But the kernel of hope is still there, somewhere
Holding tight
Silent prayers on the wind
Don't laugh at me, I'm trying, trying
Shhh... Please...
I don't want to hear
Just how much easier it would be to...
Just some peace
From the endless whispers
Deserving isn't what matters, I'm sure,