Thank you both *snuggles with Sybl and Adam*
Next time I will try to remember to PM someone who understands it better, thanks for the offer Adam, I will endeavour to take you up on it in the future. The panic attack made me well...panic...and I had to talk to someone right then and there but he didn't really understand and just made me feel like there was something terribly wrong with me.
Nothing aggravates me more than the better than thou attitudes of people who don't have an f'ing clue what it is to be so depressed you can't seem to crawl out of a wet paper bag let alone see the light above your head. Grrrrr.
Then you have those
twits that tell you there is something wrong with you, [um.. hello, you think? Of course there is something wrong, that's why I came to you for help
Panic or anxiety attacks as they are called is a symptom of something else, and to those
twits... it can happen to you abnormal( those who think they are above it
are abnormal in my book) people too, you don't have to suffer from depression to have them.
Okay what you had with your 'friend' Rhedyn was a communication failure... so, ignore that comment.
There is nothing 'wrong' with you, you had a symptom, nothing more nothing less.. what did you learn? [ Sybl's PM box is in need of filling ' ]
I understand fully about panic and anxiety, I had quite a few over December's holiday and New Years, with the news that 'we' are no longer considered part of the [blood] family.. should I be surprised? no, not really, but it hurt hearing it, and I suddenly felt all alone in this world. That said, I needed to come here and look for a friendly...which I did, and thanks to the love of my life and a few good 'new family' members, I had much support during this horrendous time.
So.. fill my PM box to over flowing...anytime you need to vent.. I am a good listener.. and sharing with each other helps us all see we are not as alone as we thought.
*leaves a thread full of hugs for you and all who need them*