Is it mandatory that On Hold users do not get access to the SB? I ask simply because I planned on hanging around, seeing how things were going in the community, but I feel like, because I am now On Hold, I'm being 'punished' for not coming up to par. It's a little worse, since I'm the type that I am. I'm trying to figure out what I had done wrong or why I don't fit into the society that had warmed to me as it did. So then I'm restricted from even -seeing- what goes in the SB.
I just want to know... Is being On Hold truly just a "try again later" or is it a polite way to ask me to leave?
I was really hurt that I wasn't good enough to make it in, so I suppose I'm asking, why am I encouraged to stay if activities that were available to me are being taken away?