Hello, R@D. First off, let me just say welcome to E, and congrats on your approval.
The problem you suffer from with your writing sounds suspiciously similar to something I've been going through for a few years now. I know exactly how it feels to struggle through the pains of writing exercises, freewriting drills, character creation, building stories around characters and building characters around stories, all to have it ultimately lead to nowhere just because it feels like you're writing it for no other reason but to see if you can. It's just more fun to write when you have a partner that you can bounce ideas and story paths off of, and I don't know about you but the voices in my head are rarely any help at all.
Maybe we should switch voices?
I'm not going to promise that my skills could be equivalent to a best-seller, but I could probably offer you at least Harlequin paperback quality. I can absolutely guarantee that every post I produce will be pristine in regards to spelling, grammar and general literacy, and I'll probably never waste your time with a picture in my posts (unless it's just the coolest thing I've ever seen in my life in which case I'm going to bother everyone on the planet with it so you won't have to worry about being singled out). Whenever you post, I'll post, so any games/stories that we should happen to collaborate on will move at whatever pace you're most comfortable with, and I'm generally familiar with most of the genres you've specified. I'm not quite as proficient with historical settings, due to a slightly irrational desire for maximum historical accuracy which I sometimes allow to impact my creativity, but that's nothing that can't be worked around.
You're welcome to check out some of my posts to get an idea of what I'm capable of, or just hit me with a few writing prompts. Let me know if I strike your interest at all; I think we could probably work pretty well together.