IMO - If you find God in your heart then there is a God. If you feel he is not there, then he isn't.
"There is a grandeur in this view of life with its several powers, having been originally breathed by the Creator into a few forms or into one; and that whilst this planet has gone cycling on according to the fixed law of gravity, from so simple a beginning endless forms most beautiful and most wonderful have been, and are being evolved." -- DARWIN
Our clocks have just gone back, so my question is why to watches tick and only clocks tock?