✨ Mix Karma's Mixed Requests ✨ (Extremes & Taboos Welcome) 😘

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Hello! You can call me Mix Karma. Welcome to my request thread!

Temporary note: I am currently specifically craving a darker and more extreme NC plot in which I get to play the victim(s) - especially if I get to play more than one victim and really get to delve into various possible psychological reactions/responses. If that's not something that interests you, you may be in the wrong place! However, if one of my other plots interest you I would still encourage you to reach out. Just because this is currently my strongest craving doesn't mean it's my ONLY one, and I would hate for either of us to miss out on something both of us might enjoy!

((I hope the way I have formatted this thread is acceptable. I honestly still haven't figured out how to use spoilers and hope to modify it with them to make it look more organized in the near future. 😳🫣🤭))
I want to start off this request thread by stating that I am neurodivergent as well as physically disabled, and while things have improved a great deal since I was last active on here, life doesn't pull many punches for me. I will require a great deal of patience and understanding from my RP partners, sometimes even at my high points. Writing has always been a wonderful outlet and coping mechanism for me. It can be very therapeutic during both calm and turbulent times, so I want to post this thread and try to get back into it at my own pace.
As I start RPing again I would hope to at least be able to post one reply a week, but I don't want to make any promises I’m not confident I can keep. My post rate has always been sporadic and unpredictable. Every day whether or not I will be able to write will be just as much a mystery to me as it would to anyone else until I try. There may even be times I can post back and forth with someone a dozen times in a day. I just genuinely can't say for sure one way or the other, so it will be important for my writing partners to be flexible with me.

This is my O/O thread: https://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=354106.msg16576263#msg16576263

Let's talk about preferences!

I want to state that a major part of what I'm looking for here is the opportunity to explore new things varying anywhere from vanilla to extreme, so I don't want people to decide whether or not to write with me based purely on my own O/O list. I want adventure and writing partners who will (respectfully) take me outside of my comfort zone! I may say no to putting certain things into practice in my writing, but almost nothing is completely off-limits to at least respectfully request from me in messages.

Pairings!

I am genderqueer, and I am open to playing any and all gender identities for the right storyline. My least favorite gender to pair my characters with are cisgender men, but again, I am still very open to it for the right plot - especially if they are submissive or equal in the way they behave with my character, but exceptions may be made for a dominant cisgender male character if the plot is enticing enough. I am open to playing all different types of roles paired with all different types of roles, but I am particularly curious to explore the role of caregiver dominant; someone who is loving, nurturing, and guiding with their partner. Lastly, I want to say that I love, love, love playing GM and letting my RP partner's character be the center of attention, so if you want to pair them with a variety of different types of characters in one plot I might just who you're looking for!

Writing Length:

I prefer detailed responses that give me something to build from, but in certain situations I may understand if only a few sentences are doable, especially if it's because you want to give me a fair chance to respond. If your post lacks substance purely because you wanted to hear back from me more quickly though? It will likely fall flat, leave me uninspired, and have the opposite effect. I normally write somewhere between multiple paragraphs and novella - not because I value quantity over quality, but because in writing quality replies this is what comes naturally to me. As someone with a special interest in psychology, I tend to provide some sort of inner monologue or narrative around my character's thoughts, feelings, and other psychological processes over the course of the story I'm writing. I'm not shy or reserved in my writing by any means, but it is never just about the smut for me.

Perspective:

I write in third person and want the same from my writing partner. First person is 100% off limits for me, especially if you are also referring to my character as "you," and not just referring to your character as "I." We are not our characters, and the implications of this style of writing make me very uncomfortable.

Past, Present, or Future (Tense)?

I personally have had a tendency to write in the present tense in the past, but I think I may switch to past tense as I get back into RP which means I may have an awkward adjustment period that requires a bit of patience and grace.

Smut-to-Plot Ratio:

I do NOT write thirsty, rushed, non-descriptive smut. I write erotica. I like build-up, foreplay, descriptors, slow-burns. I like to pull out all the stops and expect the same from my RP partners, or my muse will quickly fade, and you'll find a polite message in your inbox indicating that I no longer wish to write with you. I understand that not everyone's the same, and that's completely okay. This is just my personal style and preference as someone who is pursuing a career and aspires to be a published author one day. With that said, I am flexible on plot-to-smut ratio. As long as there is an interesting enough plot to go with it and it makes sense within that plot for the story to be smut heavy, I'm completely open to that!

And now with preferences laid out and out of the way…

I just want to say that I want collaborative projects, so I am going to post ideas that I want to expand on TOGETHER. If you come into my inbox from this post with "I'll do whatever you want to do," honestly, nothing will turn me off to writing with you faster. I want to help fulfill your fantasies too. It should not be one-sided.

I would like to come up with titles together once we have fleshed out and elaborated on one of my ideas in private messages, so for now I am simply going to number these plot bunnies and label them with brief descriptions rather than titles.

1. The Biskit Twins

I have three plots in mind for these characters, but first I'm going to give an explanation as to who they are and how I've adapted them as my own characters. They are the canon antagonists in the series, Littlest Pet Shop, which was a comfort show for me for a long time, and their characters fascinated me. They were spoiled, rich bullies with a single father, and they envied the protagonist, Blythe and were constantly getting caught up in different hijinks - failed attempts to frighten, humiliate, or otherwise harm her. Every plot backfired and ultimately led to further frustration, and often led to outbursts or mishaps that caused them some form of distress instead. I play them aged up to anywhere between 18 and 25 depending on what best fits the RP, and I write their father as very emotionally distant and neglectful because I feel it explains their insecurities and all around poor behavior. He spoils them in the way of parties, gifts, servants, but it's all superficial, and they desperately crave his attention and approval. The bullying behavior has made it impossible for them to make real friends, and anyone who they have considered a friend has only ever used them for their money. It doesn't help that they learned to try and buy the love of others through mirroring their own father's methods. Since they have never truly been able to rely on anyone else they have become very reliant and codependent on one another. I play Whittany (black hair) as the protective, more outgoing, risk-taking twin, and Brittany (blonde) as the more insecure, shy, and timid one - although Brittany tries to follow in her sister's footsteps. I play Whittany as the older twin, and she likes to be the leader, but she's a good liar and has been capable of convincing others that Brittany is in control when it suits her motives.
So here are my three ideas:

1.0: The Biskit Twins (Ransom)

The twins are kidnapped from their mansion where they still live at home with their father, having never worked nor gained any form of financial independence. They are used to relying on their father for everything, and ever since high school ended they almost never see anyone they used to consider a friend. If they do see them it's because there is some sort of event where those "friends" expect to be treated to something expensive. They are both depressed and lonely, and they have no idea how to cope independently from each other. I want my writing partner to play a group of two or more (preferably between 3 and 6) kidnappers who intend to hold them for ransom. However, either their father is tired of providing for them, he is in some sort of financial bind and can't find a way to pay up, or the kidnappers simply take pleasure in tormenting them and decide they don't want to let them go after they are paid. It could also be some combination of the three or something slightly different. The methods of abuse and control are up for discussion. I also like the idea of one or more of their captors developing feelings for one of them, and perhaps even Brittany developing an unhealthy attachment to one of them - or Whittany pretending to in order to try to escape. This could lead to one captor trying to help them escape or it could just mean that captor trying to initiate and maintain a relationship while they're still actively being held captive. There would be potential for romance in this RP, albeit toxic romance. I prefer to play Brittany as romantically and sexually inexperienced, but Whittany's level of experience is flexible. For this plot they could range from 18 to 25 depending on the preference of my writing partner.

1.1: The Biskit Twins (College)

The twins realize buying their friends won't ever be enough for them to make real and lasting connections. They decide to go to college after high school ends and try to reinvent themselves. YC basically runs the sorority they join, but what they don't realize is that her younger sibling was one of many victims of their bullying throughout childhood. YCs sibling is either inpatient after having attempted to end their life, or they succeeded at it as they were nearing the end of high school. The twins are unaware of the impact their bullying had on them and are clueless as to their current circumstances. We can discuss the details of the younger sibling together. Maybe we could put a spin on it and say they had a crush on one or both of the twins which made the bullying that much more damaging to their self-worth. Whatever the details, YC wants revenge, and she gets other members of the sorority in on it. The twins have never experienced college "hazing" before, but they aren't surprised by the amount of alcohol they are expected to consume, the pranks, or the expectations put on them when it first begins because they've seen the movies. They want to be good sports because they want to make friends, but it escalates, and escalates, and escalates until they realize that the level of abuse and humiliation they are facing is not typical or worth the effort they are putting in. I want the events in this plot to really get out of hand, to the point that by the end of it, not only do the twins learn their lesson, but their lives will never be the same because that was your character's goal. I'm thinking by the end MCs never want to show their faces again, or maybe they are trapped in a seemingly hopeless situation they aren't sure they will ever make it out of, and they have to make the conscious choice to further humiliate and/or traumatize themselves every time they try to escape it. In this RP maybe a sorority sister or two develop feelings for them, or maybe after YC recognizes signs of remorse she develops feelings for one or both of them, but she is still too driven by vengeance to let them off the hook. In this plot I'm thinking the twins took some time off from school before starting college, and they are somewhere between the ages of 19 and 22.

1.2: The Biskit Twins (Homeless)

When the twins turned somewhere between 18 and 25 their father didn't throw them an extravagant birthday party like they were used to. Coupled with all the years of emotional neglect they didn't know how to cope. They reacted in anger, and their outburst led to their father disowning them. They start living out of their convertible, and the plot is pretty open-ended from here. I like the idea of psychological themes such as mental illness, addiction, therapy, etc. or of them being forced to depend on dangerous people. Perhaps being lured into criminal activities or abusive relationships, etc. However, in this story I would like them to grow and improve as people, and I would like them to eventually find their way to stability and happiness in life. You could have ideas for specific characters you want to play in this, or you could take on a GM role, and I'll just bring Whittany and Brittany along for the ride.

2: On the Road

I play somewhere between 3 and 5 characters of varying personalities, gender identities, and sexualities who grew up in the upper-middle class suburbs. They are all friends, and maybe two of them are even in a serious romantic relationship with one another. I'm open to there being a sibling relationship too. These details can be decided together, but however they know each other, they decide to go on a road trip over college break. However, things do not go according to plan, and somehow at some point your group of characters takes them captive in their own RV. The reasons for this are up for discussion. Maybe they trick my characters into letting their guard down, or maybe they break in and overpower them. I like the idea of this RP involving themes of training and psychological abuse. YCs should be equal in number to mine, or there should be more. I want my characters to feel like the odds of escape are low, and maybe they are even afraid their lives are at risk. The directions in which this RP could go are endless, and I'm hoping for chaos, thrills, and adventure.

3.0: Rescue and Recovery
(Apocalyptic/War Zone)

The U.S. has either broken out into a civil war or a zombie apocalypse. Either way, order no longer exists, and it's basically every man for himself. That is, outside of communities of survivors who have come together. You play a character who was either lured in by false promises or captured by one of these communities. They were brutalized, used, taken advantage of in all the worst ways, mentally broken, and left for dead. YC is non-combative and compliant as a result of the abuse they suffered - because fighting back only ever made it worse - and when MC first comes across them YC is terrified of what might happen next, but they are in no state - mentally or physically - to do anything but passively accept their fate. MC meets them with kindness and compassion, but YC isn't sure if they can trust it after what happened to them. MC gets them to safety, helps tend to their injuries, and helps them get cleaned up. The details of these injuries and the mess they're left in are up to you, but I want it to be serious. Nothing is too gorey, gross, or graphic for me to stomach in this regard. There could even be things that lead to infection or permanent disability. MC helps them recover and adjust over time. MC recognizes that your character has adapted the fawn response as their primary state of being, but they don't want a slave. They want a friend, so they try to help them regain their autonomy and make them feel safe to say no. This RP will revolve around a lot of survival themes, and our characters will only have each other. This complicates things as neither of them want to be alone, nor do they want to impede upon each other's freedom, and YC is particularly vulnerable. MC has their own mental illnesses and physical limitations which is why they are so empathetic, but our characters become very attached and dependent on one another very quickly. At first YC stays out of pure survival instincts, but mutual romantic feelings begin to blossom over time. YC faces the internal struggle that comes with betrayal trauma, and when they start to develop romantic feelings it scares them - both because they don't want to hurt MC and because they don't want to be hurt. MC understands this sort of trauma from their own past experiences, and they want to help YC heal. Between YCs passive and obedient demeanor and MCs own mental health struggles the bond they form is turbulent and difficult to navigate, but they have each other's best interest at heart. I kind of like the idea of them becoming too intimate too quickly and realizing it's caused some problems they need to work out, but ultimately I want this to be a story with a happy ending. Their relationship comes out stronger for everything they go through together, and they either make it to safety (if we go the zombie apocalypse route), or maybe they even work together to end the war (if we go the civil war route).

3.1: No Way Out (Apocalyptic/War Zone)

An alternative to Rescue and Recovery where I play the entire community that lures in YC through manipulation and false promises with the intention to abuse and take advantage of them. You can play multiple characters in this version too if you want, but instead of being left for dead and then saved no savior ever comes. Either they learn to adjust to this new way of life or they die. Maybe in this version of the story there are some members of the community who don't want YC(s) to suffer, but they are outnumbered and powerless to save them, so they protect them and take care of them only in the small ways that they can.

4: Stranded With Serial Killers (Not for the Faint of Heart)

This is a plot in which I want to be allowed to go all out. Blood, gore, and death are non-negotiable. What is negotiable is who plays the bad guys, but for the sake of laying out the plot let's say I do. MCs are a family of serial killers living in a secluded location. YCs are a group of friends on a road trip. You can choose up to half of YCs to be guaranteed survivors from the beginning, but you also have to be prepared for at least half of them to die. MCs set a trap that pops the tires on YCs car, and they have done this to past victims too, but because YCs can't see what did it or any proof of foul play they have to wonder if it was an accident. They either follow the road until they find MCs house or wait until MCs are driving by to flag them down for help, or they split up while part of the group does one and the other part of the group does the other. Either way, they end up in a position where they feel they have no choice but to rely on MCs for help. Little do they know MCs only intend to cause them harm, to trap them, break them, and eventually kill them when playing with them gets boring. I like the idea of there being one family member, younger than the rest, who either has a bigger heart than the rest of them or who likes playing the romantic hero just for the fun of the mind games. Either way, involving some sort of toxic romance plot with this character would add to the fun. Maybe he genuinely doesn't want to hurt anyone and develops feelings for one of YCs, or maybe he is just a manipulator who intends to break her heart in the end. One or more survivors could occur either because he decides to help them, because they fight back, or because they escape using their wits.

5: College Obsession

This is another plot in which the roles could be switched, but for the sake of presentation we’ll say I'm the antagonist. YC is starting her first year of college and catches the eye of an older student or a professor (MC) who quickly becomes obsessed. This would be a slow burn plot that starts with courting and stalking behavior, but YC does not reciprocate his interest, and it escalates from there. YC either doesn't tell anyone or try to get help for whatever reason we come up with together, or the college is covering for MC and paying off the police (or both), so it doesn't even matter if she does. If the college is covering for MC it's going to be because MC is part of the reason the college is so renowned with such an incredible reputation. Maybe the professor works in an area that has produced many talents who have gone on to become famous, or maybe the student is a star athlete that has done wonders for the school's reputation all on his own. Whatever the reason, there is no help for YC, and her life begins to spiral out of control, but she can't afford to drop out (the reason she can't drop out is up to you to decide, but I can make some suggestions if you need the help).

6: The Price of Fame

YC (or mine) is an upcoming model, actress, singer, or some other artsy profession who has recently moved to LA in an attempt to make it big. She's new to the scene, fairly innocent and maybe a bit niave to how it all works. MC (or yours) is well-known in Hollywood and has agreed to be YCs new agent. YC knows without MC her chance of becoming a star drops dramatically, but with him by her side she is almost guaranteed success, so when he starts pushing her to do things like take drugs, partake in risqué events, and tend to his own perverted desires she finds it difficult to refuse. It gets worse when he threatens to ruin her career before it starts if she leaves him. She doesn't want to give up on her life's dream, but can she really endure all he intends to put her through, or will she have no choice but to give it all up? It depends on where the story goes...

7: A Therapist's Fixation

YC (or mine) struggles with mental illness, and when she is put inpatient in a mental health unit her therapist (MC - or yours) develops an unhealthy fixation on her. It's unclear whether he is attracted to her or just fascinated by the intricacies of how her brain works. Either way, for a while he prevents her from leaving, convincing her doctor she is not stable yet, and any accusations she makes are just dismissed as delusions. He abuses her, emotionally, sexually, and maybe a little bit physically, just to see how she'll respond. Any marks she tries to report only gets her in trouble as the staff is convinced she did it to herself. She has to learn to behave and work the system, to convince the staff she is stable beyond the shadow of a doubt so even her therapist's testimony to the contrary isn't enough to keep her. However, MCs obsession only grows, and by the time it's starting to look like she might be eligible to leave he believes he has fallen in love with her. He is still abusive, but YC sees ways in which he begins to soften. He kidnaps her from the unit and goes on the run with her. Whether she learns to love the chaos and the thrills, still wants to escape, or maybe even begins to love him too is entirely up to you.

I will likely add more ideas onto this over time, but for now I hope someone will either be interested in one or more of these ideas or be inspired by them and come to me with ideas of their own! Please don't be shy. The worst thing I will ever do is say no, and I will do so civilly and respectfully. 🤝 💖

FruityMix

I'm just giving this a bump now that I've come back from my hiatus and updated it with some new ideas! 🤞✨️

FruityMix

Giving this a bump with the new edit for my current cravings!

I've come back after a long hiatus I was forced to take as a result of severe brain damage, and I'm currently only accepting one or two new stories at most while I attempt to gauge my limitations. Please keep in mind that I will require patience and consideration from anyone who chooses to write with me!