(( holy shit lord Harket. You made me cry twice, for someone else
))
Aria...
I could be anyone, anything if you wanted me to. I can always adapt for you, like I always would've. I've even overcome my urge to destroy planets! The only thing I asked for was warmth and trust. I never got either. Whenever I was out alone, or even out of your sight you suspected me of cheating. You always were mad about something, and gave me the.cold shoulder, even in the moments I needed you most. Little by little small things gnawed away at my loyal heart. I couldn't leave you. I loved you. Not once I ever consider cheating. I never would. But I am human too. I have a heart that needs to be cared for. It's not from stone, it's not unbreakable. It's fragile and damaged through the ages. It can't live through another heartbreak. It's already hard enough for me to approach someone. To tell people my true feelings. I have to leave your side. Sorry... It appears we weren't meant to be. I'm laying down my arms. I can't fight anymore. not like this. You made my sword brittle and broke it. Without my Claymore... I'm just an ordinary, weak and useless Jason...
(I did? O.O Wow guess my break ups have that effect on people, now its your turn to find out what its like to say goodbye to the best thing you never had)
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my fears.
If you have to leave i wish that you would leave.
Because your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone.
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real.
Time can not erase what you did to me.
When you cried i was there to wipe your tears, when you screamed I'd fight off those fears, i held your hand through all of those years.
But you still have all of me and i wish you would just leave.
You loved me and i froze in time.
But i can't compete with a she wolf who's brought me to my knees, what do you see in her eyes?
I'm falling to pieces...
I got to take a little time to think things over, i better read between the lines because I'll need it when I'm older.
This mountion i must climb feels like the world upon my shoulders, in my life you've brought heart ache and pain.
I'm going to change my lonely life, i want to know what love is and you can't show me that.
I guess this means your sorry your standing at my door, guess this means you take back all you said before
Like how you wanted anyone but me.
But here we are again parting again.
Summer after high school after we first met, we made out in your mustang and got matching tattoos.
Steal our parents liquor and climb to the roof, but never did i think I'd be losing you.
In another life I'd be your one and only, so i don't have to say your the one that got away.
I'm missing you so much, can't help this feeling, a day without you used to be like a year without rain.
I loved you like a love song, i just couldn't get you out of my head.
But now all I'm seeing is blurred lines and a huge space of time between us.
I used to say it was just the two of us no matter what I'll always love you.
But i can't help but feel that you've been ridding this horse a long time and can't find what your looking for, you never stay very long anywhere.
Your what they call a outlaw running from love.
Now you've lost the only thing that ever truly loved you, because that key to your heart i never had.
But now I'm going to dance without you, live without you and love without you.
Goodbye ~