Dearest Blue Bunny,
I couldn't do it. In the end, the the life that I wanted, would always be ruined by the life that I have. Those people, they found me. I know, I'd said it was behind me, but somehow, there was some connection I didn't see. I don't think they know about you, and even if they find out, it'll be too late.
I'd promised you, you said you'd leave me if I killed again, well, this is goodbye. I hope whomever you end up with is someone of whom, can live the life you want to lead, can walk the path you want to believe in. For, I have to wear the clothes of the old me, the message that their accomplices, that their families, that their friends need to hear is that their lines, their lives, are no longer in service.
I need to close the loop, and I know that it makes me something you cannot want, so, I hope that this bring you closure enough to find true love.
Don't try to find me, I'll be going dark.
If you have any prayers left, pray for their souls, as I send them to meet their makers.