Sometimes we all need a little bit of pain, Right now I am in need of that. Being a seatilite means that Im only happy, truly happy when it is raining. The summer has been long, and warm, but finaly my beloved clouds have returned. What ever force drives the universe, weather it be a goddess, or many, or simply the cold hard mathmatics of quantom mechanics i have no idea.... But soon it shall rain, and When it does perhaps I can tolerate your sweetness, your kindness, the little ray of star light that twinkles in your eye.. but till it starts pouring down on me , the light that you bring just adds to the white wash that the world has become.. I pray that soon it will be dark and gloomy so that I will be able to entertain your company, you bright and shiny star.