I don't know what led you to become this way. Maybe you were always this way. I can't handle the way you have fallen under this delusion that I actually drink! I haven't touched a drop of liquor in my life! You are breaking my heart with all this constant torment. You are always berating me even to the point of violence, about the drinking problem I don't have! I don't know who hurt you in the past, but I'm not going to let you take this out on me anymore. I tried, I really tried. I wanted so much to love you, to help you. When it took me knocking you out to keep you from threatening my life, I reached my limit. You know I'm not a violent person, I hate myself for what I've done. I don't know if I can forgive myself, let alone you. Please, let me go in peace. I don't want to be your burden anymore.