Beginner Looking for Experience [[ MxF, FxF, Trans, Vanilla, Trying new things]]

[Mnemosyne]

Just as the title says, I am looking for experience. I've wanted to write these sort of stories for a long time, but I've never found anyone who has given me the experience (( and patience )) I need. I want very much to learn more about different styles, sexuality, genders. If you have the mind for it, I would appreciate your assistance in these stories. At the moment I do not have much depth for them since I don't have experience, but I hope someone might be able to work with me on them.

If you have any interest or wish to discuss these ideas, please send me a PM!

Thank you for your time,
Much love,
Mnemosyne <3

Transitioning - Transgender//FtM//Acceptance//MxF//Romance - Someone willing to be patient with a transitioning character/Help learning about Toys, Gender, and Sexuality

They've always been more of a tomboy, so they always thought they were just lesbian. However it never felt right. They could never get themselves to date females because they didn't feel worthy of them. They pondered if there was some sort of internalized homophobia they weren't addressing within themselves. If maybe they'd just never found the right girl. However, that wasn't what was at the heart of the matter. Really, they never felt feminine enough for the community. Nor feminine enough for males. Nor did they really want to be. For a long time they weren't really sure what to call what they were feeling as they were always distressed, constantly having existential crisis. Until they finally found themselves. Transgender. It was a word that made her nervous, but it made her feel better knowing she wasn't crazy. She knew it would be difficult to make the change and she didn't have as much morale support as she would have liked, but she wanted to be at peace with herself. With himself.

He started wearing chest binders, contouring his features to look even more masculine. People had always said his voice sounded like a very mature female, but he always heard it as leaning towards masculine as well. He was broad shouldered with big ribs as well, making him feel generally comfortable with his stature especially with his height being above average for a female. What he was having difficulties dealing with was his chest and his severe lack of genitalia that aligned with his mindset. They both put a dent in his confidence, but he did his best to bind his chest and wear clothing that wouldn't make it clear that he lacked anything down below. Something he wasn't wiling to give up however, was his long black hair. He always saw himself as a romantic gothic aristocrat in style. Of course, this made it even harder to be accepted as he wanted to be. Since there were men still finding themselves attracted to him, confused when they were uncertain of whether he was a male or a female. Harassing him at times.

He had friends of course, but none were really fully on board with the change. They thought it was a phase that he would grow out of, but with how uncomfortable he was with feminine adjectives being used upon him... He knew better. A year or so after his initial change, he finally got up the courage to ask a few girls out. Everyone seemed to be very nervous about the idea of dating him. They didn't know what to expect. Nor did he really. Since he had never been intimate with anyone up to that point. Yet he wanted someone to give him a chance, after all this time. Someone to believe in him and his identity, to help him grow and develop it even more.



For this story I would need a female character willing to help my character develop in various ways. To be patient with them as they grow as a person. I'd like someone with experience with toys and transgender/gender in particular for this story. (( Which is to say, they understand what it means to be transgender and the idea of transitioning. )) To help me experiment. I'd like this to be a long term story. This might remain a vanilla story or it might branch elsewhere, depending. (( However I cannot guarantee ever getting to the level of dominating a character opposite to me, so if that is your eventual desire please do not get your hopes up! )) This is a very vague outline so it could be that both characters are just working, or they could be in University. (( I know for certain the characters would be at least in their 20's, so not high school. ))




Forget Me Not - Possibly NC//Sex Toys//Straight//Lesbian//Lonely//Romance - Need someone to teach me about toys

University students can be pretty open about what they discuss. Loving to exchange thoughts and experiences, to grow as humans. Even when not with friends. One day she is in such distress over her sexual frustration, she speaks openly about it. Most people seemed to laugh it off or shake their heads, but one girl was shocked and responded. "Have you never heard of toys?" She seemed embarrassed and confused in response. Who was to say whether this girl was drunk, high, or just bold. Whatever the case was, she decided it was her responsibility to educate this girl. Taking her by the hand, she took her back to her place. Then took out her collection of toys and went to work.


My character would be a virgin who has been trying to wait for the right person to come along before getting into anything deeply sexual, but lately feels so horny she is worried she might just go out and fuck anyone. Which, being as inexperienced as she is might lead to her getting knocked up or with an STD. She needs a character that she can trust to be kind enough to lead her through some alternatives to sex. I'd like to see this develop into more, into a romance/relationship. It's possible that there might be story before this. The two being in the same class or club. Maybe they are in the same study group and that is how this occurs. It is open for discussion. The main thing I am looking for is someone who can help me know and understand sex toys. Which I would hope would come in the form of detailed posts. I'd be willing to write this with a male as well, but in that instance I would probably want it to be only the male giving rather than receiving unless it was very vanilla. If you have any ideas similar to this that could work in teaching me about toys, I'd be open to hearing about them.



The Mermaid and the Dragon - Fantasy//Dragon//Mermaid//Romance - Reserved

A fire dragon is stranded in an underwater cave for what feels like what may possibly be centuries, lucky enough to have a steady supply of fish that get lost in the tunnel of water that leads to the lake that is hidden away with him. He roars when he has the strength, claws at the walls. Unable to touch the water for long how it weakens him. While his only company is the small luminescent creatures that live on the ceiling, he longs to see another. Mostly for to eat them as the years go by he grows more irritable with his state of being. He lays on his small island, hibernating more often than not. However one evening, he is greeted by a different glow stronger than the others. It is the glow of a mermaid. Her tail majestically swaying through the water, he assumes it to be another fish and lashes out at the water. It appears to be his biggest meal in a long time, but when she surfaces terrified he gives her a curious look. He had always heard tales of merfolk, but he never believed they could possibly be true. Both feeling threatened and intrigued by one another, they start to communicate. The dragon uncertain of whether she would ever return after she left, and the mermaid wondering whether she could while she keeps it secret from the others like her.



With this story, it is possible that the dragon was human at one point or was always a dragon. However at one point or another I might want to work towards changing one or both of the characters. Either to have the dragon become a mermaid, the mermaid become a dragon, or both to become human. One way or another, I imagine the dragon was trapped there by a witch or wizard for some reason. I don't mind if this ends up in an inter species relationship either but it would be a more vanilla story as far as sex goes. (( Unless inter species relationships is consider not vanilla... then perhaps it's a bit more naughty. )) I would also be illustrating my character as a glowing type of mermaid that wouldn't be like typical mermaids, so hopefully that will be all right as well.