Hello curious, well intentioned, romantics, sadists, literary writers, smut aficionados, good guys, bad girls and everything in between, opposite and side to side... this is my attempt at overcoming a barrier I've held on E since I got here... my absolute disdain and avoidance for 1 on 1 RPs. Allow me to explain...
I'm, at least partially, a writer at heart. I've always written, always had a very active imagination (of which thankfully the Canadian school system didn't crush entirely) that perhaps might border on ADHD at time... and not in that "Ha Ha that's cute." but in that, "Hrm, should we mention this to her?" kind of way. So when I got into AD&D with a Toys R Us bought Boxed-Set with a DM in CD form that we played using my now-husband then-friend's Sega CD system, I was hooked on Role Playing long before I knew about drama departments, improv companies or just how pants-hurlingly random of a person I was at times as a kid... but don't worry, "I got bettah".
Over the years I've played pretty much every mainstream system that I can think of, loads of smaller ones only a few have heard of, and even some 99% of you will be confused about... (I played a Nuns with Guns game once... that was the name of the system.) but all the while learning to harness my imagination and have the time of my life in academics and theatre. But you didn't click on this thread to hear about all this, so I'll move on...
Since coming to E I've been bombarded by creepy people sending me private messages wanting to do 1 on 1 RPs with me, some asking for IM and Skype contact details and just generally making me feel really put off about playing anything... but a long-time friend and GM of mine dragged me back into things and hosted a full party D&D/Pathfinder game, and that's fantastic. I really didn't want to deal with creepy stereotypes who are just looking for a wank-partner or something. That's not what I'm looking for. I'm a happily married woman, I have a home, a business, a healthy and adventurous sex life and I don't come to E to give me sexy-time material. I come to E to role play in a complete manner...
And it's because of seeing others like myself that I've finally felt compelled to make a post like this... I come to E to role play without restrictions on the content involved. On other RP sites you need to keep things PG 13, and in North America that's pretty much a passionate kiss and vaguely worded 'touching'. Here, if a character is kidnapped by slavers in a fantasy setting, they won't just be tied up conveniently next to their weapons and armor so they can make a heroic escape before anything Rated R+ happens... they'll be tied up, paraded around, shown off in a dirty black market somewhere with a thousand hands touching their bare bodies before finally being sold to an unsuspecting nobleman who, later that night after being charmed and bedded, is killed as they sleep so that the 'hero' might escape. That is far more exciting, mentally stimulating and worthy of a read.
Editing this in here after the fact... all of my characters are 18 or over. While you'll more than likely find me plotting doom and death to children in games rather than helping them, I won't be touching them in a sexy manner, and nor will I participate in anything bathroom related. Just no. That's my line people... everything else is pretty negotiable. I've done and seen some weird shit in real life, let alone online.
And so here I am... giving this 1 on 1 thing this ONE chance... so I'm looking for 1 or maybe a few people to talk to me about maybe picking some of the ideas I have in my head and running with them in a mutually beneficial but completely detached manner. No, I'm not interested in YOU or anything attached to your body, your emotions etc etc... but I am interested in your words, how you write and what you write... and just maybe what we can write together. That being said, for most game ideas, I'm looking for a GM, not a co-writer agreement. I'm looking for games, almost always with systems and mechanics, not just freeforming. More danger and intensity that way as you're forced to adapt to dice rolls and the whims of fate. One thing I need to stress though, is I immensely prefer "grounded" games that fit into their universes... I'll try and make some notes in a few places down below regarding this.
So lets get on with this shall we?Star Wars
I am by no means a Jedi or remotely close to a Jedi, so I hope you like ladies of the dark side. The ideas of a Star Wars game are too numerous to count in my mind... any level of power, from a novice sith apprentice, a sith academy game (during the time long long before the movies) or even just the idea of a slave won in a card game and how she finds her way in the vast galaxy while being hunted by the Sith and the Jedi for her untapped abilities... the list goes on and on, and I'm really open to anything. You can have droids, monsters, aliens, all manner of dark side activities, shock collars, bio and cybernetic experimentation and every other perverted thing you can think of in the Star Wars universe.Shadowrun (Huge Craving for this by the way)
No other RPG Setting has grabbed me like Shadowrun has. I'm a Transhumanist (for the un-wikipedia savvy, it's someone who believes in the advancement of humanity will come with it's melding with technology) and so the technology of Shadowrun has always been a huge fetish for me (and don't get me started on The Winter Soldier portrayal)... but not only that it's got guns, vixens, dragons, magic, evil corporations, cults, the undead (is it weird I hate vampires but love liches?), and all the wonderful fantasy races melded with the gritty realistic racism and suffering from everyday life. And with the more recent suppliments you've got furries and AI's inhabiting pleasure/combat-drones (a character I made inspired by Cortana of Halo fame actually), six-armed shiva/kali warrior mages (yet another concept) and underworld corruption, hollywood simsense and GAH I could geek out for a week, so I'll stop here and see what comes of it.World of Warcraft
I admit it without shame or hesitation, I love WoW. I still play it, obsess over it's lore, attend every Blizzcon and for years did Podcasting all about the game and it's lore. Many of my best friends I met because of WoW, my husband and I played it, raided in it, and still love the game... despite some of it's silly ideas. However, if you're familiar enough with the game and it's world to find interest in playing a WoW-based game (It has a D&D setting that's official and all that), then you already know the possibilities that exist. But again, I'm not looking for futa-succubus queens mind controlling all of Stormwind for their personal fuck-sessions... I'm looking for more 'realistic' (ha ha ha) events and settings in the universe... whether it be a goblin who's out for laughs, lust and explosions to a dragon hunting paladin or death knight to a "raiding guild" or however slightly 4th walling it might get.Superheroes (DC, Marvel and associate brands)
Anyone who's known me for awhile can already pick out my favorites from the big named brands... Catwoman, Power Girl, Rogue, Ghost Widow and a smaller list beyond. There's a few Superhero game systems out there which either already have these characters made, or can easily have them made, and just seeing the type of Comic-Book mischief that can be generated together would be a blast... I really enjoy a sort of pseudo-comic-book setting and tone to things. Stuff gets way out of hand and cheesy at times, but in the end it all comes around full circle. Recruiting weirdly named side kicks, pulling off crazy heists or even writing something a little more gritty like in the current "Cinematic" version of comic universes would also be an idea on the table.Starcraft Universe
Ok, I'll admit it, Kerrigan is fucking hot and the zerg have this haunting sexuality to (SOME of) them that just 'gets' me at times. It could be that starcraft kind of combines a much-less-grimdark version of the 40k Universe (ALSO, Warhammer 40k universe!). I don't think I'd want to play some game where a character meets Kerrigan and stuff happens... again, I'm not really into THAT kind of game... but playing in that universe sounds exciting. It could be a game that's OH so original and be a captured ghost experimented on by numerous factions, a medic trapped behind lines after a Medivac crash and she has to learn, adapt and survive as she tries to make it to a non-overrun com-station halfway across the planet to contact someone to get off planet... but say then that person happens to be a pirate who doesn't take kindly to... whatever faction the medic is a part of so yay torture play! Or, perhaps an exploration of a captured protoss adjunct as she tries to understand human ways and grows fond of them... or perhaps the game centers around a dashing space pirate herself (say, one with a penchant for a certain Mathew) and the limitless adventures in Starcraft's underworld. Plenty of places to go here. And lets be honest, the zerg probably have a market down on tentacles, vore and all the slime and chitin you can imagine.Generic Gothic Fantasy
Swords and Sorcery in all it's forms. D&D, Pathfinder etc etc... I have such an array of characters, from nearly-disney-esq airship-piloting sky pirates (doable at level 10 and it even includes the airship lol, gotta love 3.5's mechanics) to infernal-power bargaining power-hungry madwomen bent on... well, hedonistic fun and power. A silver dragon just living her life out in disguise while avoiding the politics of her draconic heritage in anyway she can (dragon on dragon action!), a necromancer and those she loves (death knights, liches, skeletal mages etc etc) all in the pursuit for power and the next conquest or creation, a noble paladin who goes through life being abused and tormented everywhere she goes but just barely surviving and emerging victorious, a female samurai lost in a distant land, adapting to her surroundings and finding the arts of love between their cultures fascinating... the possibilities are largely endless.
Now... what I want from you people. Look, I'm being upfront... I'm expecting the creeps to come out with this, I understand what I'm getting in and I get enough of them to weird me out when I'm just chatting or even just keeping to myself in games with friends... but I'm looking for the good, intelligent and 'NORMAL' people out there who just happen to enjoy the things I do. Some days I'll really be into having a character of mine suffer... but once they get out of that situation I might not want to type more lines of "so-and-so screams" and it's many off-shoots for awhile. I'm a switch in the most complete of terms... I can Dom, I can sub, I can hop between like a rabbit, I can be into things gross and unnatural, and I can just want something vanilla, some pillow talk and epic adventure... so I'm counting on you guys to help me believe those kinds of people exist here on E...
Because otherwise I'll just go back to group games and really, that kind of stuff can get hard to keep going sometimes. :(
So post below with some ideas, we'll chat HERE IN THIS THREAD, if you send me a private message and aren't actively engaging with me in this thread, my creep-alarm goes off... please don't set off my creep alarm. Once we've hit things off here in this thread, we can go to private messages to discuss finer story points and not clog up this thread and these boards.
I welcome men, women, non-binary, omni, really anything... because I'm NOT INTERESTED IN YOU AS A PERSON. You could be a man, pretending to be a woman, who only likes futa and has a thing for furries with cybernetic parts (Hey! You're in the Sonic fandom!
), and I literally will not judge you so long as all of that does not affect you being an intelligent and well-written partner for gaming... but also-again, I'm not really into just one-thing... any games I'd sign on for are going to need to be varied and not focused on one setting... but this is dragging on.
If I haven't scared you off yet, Hi! Lets talk (in this thread :) ).