Here's a strange question, perhaps.
I have been here on Elliquiy for a couple years now, though I'd only been active off and on in the past. I've tried to grow as a writer and improve the kind of partner that I am in these games.
Unfortunately, it seems like I still kind of put a sour taste in the mouth of others, perhaps? I'm not sure, really. I know that I've heard from others that having a game actually reach completion can be really rare - and I know that group games (which are my preference) are even more rare to get very far.
Maybe it's my self esteem, but it seems like whenever I join in a group game, no one is interested in my characters. I play a wide variety of characters so I think it goes well beyond not liking an individual one. I thought maybe it's my writing style, or the fact that I don't like to rush right into sexual interaction... or maybe it's something more personal about me? I worry because I am attempting to GM for the first time on a forum and I want to make sure I don't let anyone down.
I was hoping to get an outsider's perspective on it.
I looked through my old messages to see if I could find out who the Mentors were that were assigned to me, but in my foolish, newbie youth I seem to have deleted them some time ago. ^.^'
So I'm posting here to see if it is OK to send a message to any staff member at all about a subject like this? Or if anyone believes someone would be willing to give some of my writing a look through and let me know if I'm doing something wrong?