Human non-con, F seeking F/M/T

[saranicole]

Hi all- My personal and general RP preference is F/F consensual with a bit of D/S thrown in for spice.
For this role however I am seeking a brutal assault followed by control.  I am interested in what goes on inside your mind- I want a RP partner that will write what she/he is thinking and feeling during and after.
I also need to tell you up front that I may find this so distasteful that I will stop the role- I will let you know if that is the case.
I am busy during the week, generally can get to E about 15 min most days with extended time on weekends.
What works best for me is to flesh out the story via pm before we start, and regular pm throughout to keep on track.
This is me-

Nicci is a 24 year old graduate student.  I work evenings and weekends as a technician at a psychiatric hospital.  Between school and work I have no life.  I live alone in an apartment near both work and school.
What I need from a potential partner is a setting or scenario for a starting place.  I will then put Nicci into that vulnerable position and from there it is kind of by definition your roleplay.