thank you for the poem- i uh... didn't see it earlier. Cam was great and we talked a few times on IRC and all. She was an angel and i suppose whoever put her here for help- wanted her back. I um.. write poems myself, though Im an artist and not a writer, but I thought this appropriate to some who may read... Sabbat included most of all. I'm sorry luv- as I know you two were very close. There are two here- one for loved ones and one for friends- I hope either one came close to what I believed she was.
Memories of you, are all I have left now
I will hold them forever, and move on somehow
The moments we had, and the times we shared
Memories of you, are all that was spared
When I get lonely, and Iím feeling blue
I close my eyes, and I think of you
Your face, your smile, and your warm embrace
And once again, youíre back in place
For in my mind I can hold you tight,
Once again you are with me, yet another night
In my mind you will always stay,
No one can ever take that away
Ill tell you the things, I never got to say
I will cherish you memory, for one more day
Sometimes the memories make me weak,
There are other times, I canít even speak
Without you here, I thought I would die
Often times, I just lye here and cry
But in my mind I have found some relief,
Sweet memories of you, have eased my grief
I will miss your touch, and the smell of your skin,
But in my mind, weíll be together again
As I go to that special place, deep within my mind,
Precious Memories of you, are all I will find
Gabreil-Arora Rowan McEwan
God has found an angel, and put her here on Earth
From this day back to the morn when a mother once gave birth
Your love and compassion led us to be close
And as the stories unfold and the memories were told,
Or friendship blossomed the most
As the days grew to weeks, we held close to each other
never far apart in things, never needing another.
During that time when I thought I was done you grabbed hold of my hand
And brought me back into this place that fell across the land
Then one morn I heard the news, that God had come and taken you
Loss for words, heart again shattered
My soul called out, bruised and battered,
How could this happen? Why did you leave
And who on Earth could make me believe?!
That God came down and took that breath
and brought you with him to those pearly steps.
You grace and love hath gone today,
As God, finally took his Angel away.
Gabreil-Arora Rowan McEwan
Once again- I hope this comes close to you all- for her- as it did for me, while I was writing them.
Good-bye Cam- cronaŪm thķ [gaelic- we miss you]
((please dont take this as me coping your idea Valerian- as I hadn't noticed your post until after I wrote these.))