Granted, now you're a master of discipline. So wise are you to the ways of discipline that you no longer seek anything outside of knowledge, knowing everything else is pointless. Fun is just an illusion to confuse your mind that death is imminent. With knowledge, you will know all and knowing is half the battle. Years pass and you are wise, though you never wanted to do anything and you lost your job, your family and friends, and your life, dying alone as a hermit.
I wish it was August 9, 2016 and that I can spend the entire day playing No Man's Sky.
(Sorry for the long response, Whimsy.)