Granted. However, now nobody wants to write with you because it is just not as special or rare an opportunity to get to work with you. It is like trying to give people air. Sure they like it and appreciate it, but there is no real shortage of it. Maybe if you took a hiatus, or took away their air for a bit, they'd like it better when you came back?
I wish that I had more consistent positive experiences with people so I did not have so much room for doubt, but that I was not gullible either.