I really appreciate the sentiment, but I am not a unique and beautiful snowflake. If a GM is willing to give this a shot, then he or she gets complete control. I'll apply like everybody else... all you need to do is design this how you'd like it to be, Black Howling. If you can stick with it, then you'll find players who will do the same. Some people will probably drop if they find that it's not 'their thing', and you can always replace them via gruesome death, simple departure, deity-intervention, etc. I'll be glad to help with world-building, story ideas, etc.