PerpetuallyAnnoyedCleric’s Perpetual Dark Desires

[PixelatedPixie]

Hello!

This thread is an attempt to make a unified, central, plot thread instead of the chaotic mess I have now.  That said it is a work in progress, so please forgive any errors or ambiguities!

Please do not post in this thread!  PM me if anything interests you.

Introduction

I am PerpetuallyAnnoyedCleric (PAC), the name is inspired by how I always seemed to end up playing a Cleric (or at least Healer) in tabletop games and MMOs.  I hugely enjoy system based roleplaying, I collect far too many systems, but I don't get to play nearly as many as I like.  The local group I was part of imploded, and online (here and elsewhere) can be very hit and miss.  I do also do freeform, but usually in a modern smut-heavy context, and I don’t find that it tends to mesh as well.

I also enjoy smut.  It's why I'm here (well, one of several reasons, I do like the community, it just doesn't have as much of a focus on system as I might like).  A system game where my heroine may be defeated by a bad roll?  Great!  The risk, randomness, and structure is fun.  A system game where said heroine then ends up the sexual toy of her defeaters?  Even better!

So, ideally, I am looking to combine the two.  There may be a few ideas that are one or the other, but system-based smut is definitely my preference.

The Request

I am, in general, looking for someone willing to take on the bulk of the GM role for a game focused on one (or more, potentially) characters run by myself.  I don't mind working out details to lighten the burden, or so that we both could have characters, or for other reasons (I do like to pitch plot/scene ideas), but that is the rough gist.  This also applies to freeform in a sense.  I have a strong preference towards multiple characters in a sex scene, and even if the other person has one main character, I would more often than not like them to be willing to play several (even if they don’t have much/any depth and are just there for a scene).

I might also be willing to GM a similarly themed game to the ideas I have, but I will be much more picky and much less likely to accept the (full) GM role.  The idea will have to tickle me just right, so to speak, so if you ask and I decline please don’t be offended.

The Smut and the Plot

I want plot, and I want smut, I am needy like that.  The specific ratio of course is entirely open to discussion.  The plot can be simple or grandiose, it can be about a single character or world-changing.  I am open to any of it.  The plot and the smut can be intertwined or separate.  The main thing is that while I do want me heroine defeated, I do want her to eventually be victorious.  She can fail forward at times, she can need to escape, she can get side-tracked by entanglements, but at the end I do want her to be a heroine. 

I want nonconsensual smut.  I put that first as it is basically the base level of content I am interested in.  The exact method can vary, and that is not to say my character will never engage in consensual sex, but nonconsensual should occur in some form in any roleplay I do. 

I have an on/off list, but it is hard to quantify if I am honest.  I may be negotiable on a lot of things, and I may have a few offs that I don’t realize.  In general I am fairly open to most content though.  That said, a big caveat I have discovered is that I want my character to be desired/desireable. 

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April 10 Requests

The Systems

As of April of 2019 I crave something with a modern, super, or sci-fi angle.  I have listed a few systems below, most with one or more ideas.  They shouldn't be seen as exhaustivethough.


Systems
Pathfinder:  This is the main D&D system I have access to as I have yet to get into 4th or 5th.  I am not woo! fantasy at the moment, but might be open to something that catches my interest.

Brood Mare:  This idea would start fairly quickly with a defeat, and follow on from there with various repercussions.  A heroine is defeated by a group/tribe of monstrous humanoids, Orcs, Gnolls, maybe Goblins, or even something a bit stranger such as Centaurs, Werewolves, etc.  They keep her around for a very rough few days of treatment before dumping her somewhere, presumed as good as dead.  She survives but finds herself facing various lasting consequences.  Pregnancy being the first that comes to mind, but others might work as well. 

Tavern Debt:  A heroine, after some great victory, buys everyone at a tavern several rounds of drinks.  When it comes time to pay she realizes that she has been robbed.  The owner demands she pay it off by working in the tavern.  She pays her debt off after a week or two, but realizes that she likes the treatment.

Mutants and Masterminds 3E:  I like the system, though I am not great with it, and I like the semi-modern setting.  I just struggle with specific stories.

Superslut: A heroine is known, at least among some of the heroes of the city, as being rather promiscuous despite her public image.  She is also rather popular due to being a shape-shifter (potentially).  She finds herself in a situation where, if she changes form, she can be taken hostage.  She tells herself it is purely for information...

Magical Girl vs the Demon Realm:  A normal woman is suddenly imbued with impressive powers and great responsibility.  A demonic invasion is enroute, and she is one of only a few who can stop it.

Other: I crave any of the below systems (plus others, but these are at the top of the list), but don’t really have specific ideas. 

Star Trek Adventures
Starfinder
Werewolf: The Apocalypse 20A
Fantasy Flight Star Wars
Shadowrun 4 or 5
Eclipse Phase

Freeform
Note: I seem to struggle with Freeform a great deal, so I can't guarantee that it will go well.  I include it because I am interested in it, but I seem to have trouble getting ideas started in a way that hooks me.

The below are things I might consider, but at the same time I am not hugely interested in freeform at the moment.

Potential Ideas

The Bride:  I crave something using the spoilered image as inspiration.  The idea that comes to mind for me is a wedding in Africa or the Middle East being interrupted by (insert group of people who hate the West here).  It is rather cliched and probably not particularly PC, so apologies for that.  The wedding is attacked, the bride is kidnapped either for ransom, or to be sold as a slave. 

I could see this idea as being split between the main character, and all she is going through as they train her as a slave or otherwise try to break her, and someone who is trying to rescue her.  A sister, a hired gun, etc. 

NSFW Inspiration

The Hiker:  I crave something using the spoilered image as inspiration.  The idea that comes to mind is that a woman is out hiking and/or camping, probably alone though she could potentially be with a group.  She runs into a group of poachers, redneck farmers, or something else. 

I would like to make this into a revenge story if possible.  The woman eventually escapes and/or is freed, but months or years down the road goes looking for revenge.  Maybe she runs into one, maybe she just can't take it anymore.  Either way she tries to hunt them down one by one (legally or illegally).

NSFW Inspiration

The Hotel:  I crave something using the spoilered image as inspiration.  The idea that comes to mind for me is that a woman is trying to surprise her boyfriend/spouse/something at a hotel but there is some sort of miscommunication.  She is instead visited by (criminals, porn company, something else).  It could also be that she goes knowing that she is there to pay a debt, but what was supposed to be a simple fuck and/or porn shoot quickly gets out of hand. 

NSFW Inspiration

The Home Invasion: I crave something using the spoilered image as inspiration.  A woman is home alone, a group of bad men break in. 

NSFW Inspiration

First Person:  I have a weird craving for something in first person (for me) and second person (for you).  So "I do this."  and "You see that."  I would want it to be a modern and non-con, but otherwise am fairly open. 

The below is still potentially relevant, but spoilered to reduce clutter. 

Previous (Feb 19) Ideas

As of Feb of 2019, I really crave something with a modern, super, or science fiction angle.  The problem is that I lack many systems that I am familiar with that fit any of those.  A non-exhaustive list is below, I have a few others that I might be open to, but I either don't know them as well as I would like, didn't think of them, or otherwise missed them for some reason.  I haven’t included all of the systems I own, my Drive Thru RPG purchase folder alone is approaching 100 systems, so if there is one you are craving please do ask!  I can’t guarantee I have it, but it might be worth a check.

Mutants and Masterminds 3rd Edition:  I really crave this system at the moment.  I am far from an expert on it, but I think it hits (for me) just the right sweet spot of modern and sci-fi, but also powerful characters (for a bit of good-old power reversal fun). 

Eclipse Phase: This one seems like it has a lot of opportunities for interesting situations, but at the same time I have found it rather dense.

Star Trek Adventures:  I don’t know how well this one would work solo, but I do crave something in the Star Trek universe.

Starfinder: I enjoy Pathfinder, an I creave sci-fi, but I have never gotten the opportunity to play Starfinder.

Werewolf: The Apocalypse 20th:  I really like the villains, specifically Black Spiral Dancers and Fomori, in this setting.  It would probably have to be Extreme, but it is always near the top of my list.

Fantasy Flight Star Wars:  I have all three (Edge of the Empire, Age of Rebellion, Force and Destiny) and do enjoy them, the only requirement is that I would prefer to do the rolling offsite and rely on trust, since it is a pain to convert manually.

Specific Ideas and Hooks

These ideas may or may not be specific to any system, and could maybe be worked into a different idea or multiple could be combined into one.  Some might be suitable for freeform, some not. 

Specific Mutants and Masterminds 3E Hooks

Hero High: I picked up Hero High from the Bundle of Holding not that long ago, and I find myself craving something focused on up and coming heroines.  A kind of rude awakening plot where they discover that it isn’t all that they thought it would be, whether that is due to defeat, what they have to do to succeed, or just misogyny among their compatriots.

A specific thought for this, though certainly not the only option, is that it takes place in a world where a great deal of money and effort goes into censoring the defeats of heroes and heroines.  The result is a world where the bulk of the people think that good always triumphs, heroes only die in a blaze of heroic glory saving the world, and so on.  A smaller portion of the world is aware of the reality, that evil triumphs just as often as good, that defeat is often messy and unpleasant, and so on. 

Super Porn: I have also found myself craving a story focused on a more mature and established heroine, upright and morally virtuous, who finds herself caught up in exploitative pornography in her civilian guise.  The exact reason could vary, maybe it is part of an investigation, maybe she is in desperate need of money, maybe she was blackmailed. 

A note about this one is that I am not really looking for a law abiding or on the level porn company.  Instead, I am thinking a company with no safe words, who regularly take the scenes beyond what was agreed on, and so on.  They might have some method of preventing the actresses from talking, or they might just rely on the stigma of it all.

Villainess: A third idea I was playing with is to play a villainess in a rather unpleasant world.  A world where the heroes are little better than the villains.  The super-prison is a corrupt hellhole, the most prominent heroes aren't above a little 'fun,' and so on.  The villains are of course no better.  A rival is a threat, a subordinate is far more useful.

I see my character as being on the lighter end of evil, probably a thief or similar instead of anything too destructive.  An alternate idea is to turn this into a corruption or infiltration angle, where the heroine goes undercover only to discover what is really going on with her allies. 

A variation would be for the villainess (or heroine) to be defeated by a criminal gang and turned into their unwilling servant.  The gang could have advanced technology, drugs, or something else to maintain control.

Pathfinder Hooks/Ideas
Tavern Slut: A heroine, probably a magic user of some variety, who spends too much time on the road has a habit of getting a bit drunk and having a one-night stand with a man.  She does this again, only for it to get out of hand.

Option 1: She gets involved with a group of adventurers who just returned from a dungeon.  The group, two or three men and a woman, are potentially a bit evil, and maybe have their hands on a few cursed or nefarious magical objects.  They use the heroine, then force her to come along to assist them.

Option 2: She makes a scene and winds up arrested.  The local laws are notoriously unfair.  A confession is required for guilt, but innocence is all but impossible to prove.  The local guard try and force a confession out of her. 

Generic Hooks/Ideas
I would like to use a system for these (End of the World maybe, or Savage Worlds for the modern ones) but in a few cases am open to freeform.  Many could certainly be combined with other ideas as well.

Repercussions: An idea that I would like to fit into any other idea.  The basic idea is that the smutty scenes have repercussions on the rest of the story, they aren’t just compartmentalized.  It could be pregnancy (or the risk there-of), it could be permanent body modifications (tattoos, piercings), it could be mental/emotion changes (increased libido type stuff, more than traumatic disorders), it could be social issues (people knowing, judging, etc). 

Pregnancy:  As mentioned above, I like pregnancy and/or the risk there-of.  In a system game I like to include some random chance, such as a nat 20 on a d20, that the character might get pregnant.  I am not generally interested in writing the birth, unless it is something strange (eggs, larva, etc), but wouldn't mind exploring things otherwise.

Teen and Gang:  A weirdly specific craving, but the basic idea is that a teen (16+) is kidnapped or otherwise held captive by a gang.  It could be in a house, it could be on the road, it could be in the wilderness, or most anywhere else.  The gang could be a biker gang, group of poachers, a street gang, or again, something else.  The teen goes through all manner of depravity across days or weeks then escapes.  The plot could be either what the gang is doing, her revenge on the gang, or something else depending on the specific character.

Pornography Gone Wrong:  This could be tied into the above M&M3 idea, or could be stand alone.  A woman is involved in some form of pornography when the situation gets out of hand.  Maybe she is doing a self-bondage shoot in the woods when some men wander by.  Maybe she is doing a shoot in a studio when the place is raided by police.  The basic idea is that a real porn shoot turns into something different, which probably develops into a full plot of some variety.

City Fall: A woman is in a city or town that is under siege when it falls.  Maybe it is sudden, maybe it was a long time coming.  Either way there is little chance of escape as the victorious army sweeps through enslaving/assaulting the population.

Freeform Hooks/Ideas

Nosy Neighbour: A woman who likes to stick her nose in everyone's business, probably part of a HOA or similar, witnesses something she shouldn't. 

Option 1: A house in the neighbourhood has been rented by a pair of drug dealers, she goes to investigate any ends up kidnapped.

Option 2: She discovers that her neighbour has a thing for whores, and has a dungeon in his basement.  She ends up in said dungeon.

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The Systems

As of May of 2019 I crave something with a modern, fantasy, or sci-fi angle.  I have listed a few systems below, most with one or more ideas.  They shouldn't be seen as exhaustive though.

Systems

Fantasy

Dungeons and Dragons 5E:  I recently picked this up when it was on sale and might like to try it with someone with a bit of patience. 

Pathfinder: I am far more familiar with Pathfinder, so this is also an option.

I crave, for a fantasy game, something of a traditional game that goes off the rails in a sexual manner occasionally.  A standard adventure that ends in defeat and defilement.

A few more specific ideas:

A mighty warrior is, through some magical means, trapped in a soft and generally useless body.  She still has some of her skills, but she no longer has the raw strength, constitution, and so on.  (A high level game, but with a poorly designed character)

A set of twins are believed to be the children of prophecy.  They are destined to save the world, or doom it.  (I'd play two characters, an unwilling incest angle might be included)

A wizard and archaeologist sticks her nose in the wrong ruin.  She is taken captive by a tribe of monstrous humanoids, and likely finds herself knocked up.  The ruins however are fascinating, and she finds herself torn between escape and trying to overthrow her captors.  (I am a bit undecided on how precisely it would work, but the end (or an end) goal might be that she somehow manages to take over the monstrous humanoids)

Science Fiction

Starfinder:  I haven't really gotten to play it, but would like to give it a try.

Star Trek Adventures:  Just a fan of the setting.

Fantasy Flight Star Wars:  As above, a fan of the setting and the dice.

Shadowrun 4 or 5:  I feel repetitive.

Eclipse Phase:  I am not the biggest fan of the setting, but I like the Transhuman aspect.

CthulhuTech:  The system is kinda wonky, but I like the setting and some of the toys (X'an Violator anyone?)

I have fewer specific ideas for Science Fiction, though as above I might like something somewhat 'standard' in terms of the overall storyline. 

Modern

I don't have many good systems for modern, but crave something Secret Agent (ish).

Freeform
Note: I seem to struggle with Freeform a great deal, so I can't guarantee that it will go well.  I include it because I am interested in it, but I seem to have trouble getting ideas started in a way that hooks me.

Freeform Ideas

The Bride:  I crave something using the spoilered image as inspiration.  The idea that comes to mind for me is a wedding in Africa or the Middle East being interrupted by (insert group of people who hate the West here).  It is rather cliched and probably not particularly PC, so apologies for that.  The wedding is attacked, the bride is kidnapped either for ransom, or to be sold as a slave. 

I could see this idea as being split between the main character, and all she is going through as they train her as a slave or otherwise try to break her, and someone who is trying to rescue her.  A sister, a hired gun, etc. 

NSFW Inspiration

Near Future: I have a craving for something set in a dystopian near future, but can't settle on the details.  I want it to be dark, but not really 'silly' even though most of the ideas I have come to mind are.  The half-formed ideas that have come to mind so far are:

The government has instituted conscription, strangely all those selected seem to be attractive young women who are visible minorities. 
The government has instituted some sort of 'free use' system (but without going over the top  :P ).   The thought that comes to mind is a sort of 'social credit' system where punishment is left to society.  A woman somehow tanks her social credit and finds herself at the mercy of anyone and everyone.

Suburban Secrets
A suburban trophy wife who likes to stick her nose in everyone’s business, potentially part of a home owners association or similar, goes to a neighbour’s house to yell at them over some perceived issue. 

Option 1:  She discovers, as she forces her way into the house to point out the issue, that the men, including several that she knows, are currently involved in fucking a whore or two.  They know she’ll let everyone know, so grab her and hold her hostage as they try to figure out what they are going to do.  It quickly turns sexual as they decide they are already screwed.

Option 2:  The men let their dogs out and, much to their amusement, she is terrified of them.  They intend to just harass her some, but after they ‘convince’ her to strip they decide maybe they could get her to do a bit more as well.

Prisoner of War

NSFW Inspiration

Disclaimer: I am not an expert on the military, and am not looking for this to be accurate.

A soldier, maybe a reservist type who isn't as 'professional' as the main force, is sent to operate the communications equipment at a small base in some remote part of Africa or the Middle East.  The situation goes sideways when the base, protected mostly by locals, is overrun by rebels with inside help.  The soldier is taken captive, the only survivor to be used as a bargaining chip and propaganda piece. 

Test Subject:  A woman in desperate need of money signs up to test a company's latest drug or toy. 

The drug is intended for some nefarious purpose, or has some unfortunate side effect. 
The toy is a mad scientist's idea of an interrogation chair. 

Something Else
I am not happy with all of the above, but they might serve as a jumping off point.  I crave something, especially if a good story can be added, that hits a few of my ons.  Multiple partners, enslavement, humiliation, interracial, bondage, and so on.