(MUL) Looking for a dominate and cruel Sesshomaru

[TamaRose]

Fuedal Era: Natsuye a "common" young girl  is married to the demon Sesshomaru. Things were wonderful while they were courting and when they first get married but after they both get settled into married life things quickly changed. Lord Sesshomaru begins to regret marrying a "worthless" and "weak" human woman. Not only could she not help in the affairs of the palace because she wasn't as educated like him but she could not fight to protect herself or others. With Sesshomaru expressing his "true" feelings toward fellow council members, servants, and anyone else who will listen, word begins to get back to the young Natsuye who refuses to believe what is being said until his disgust and anger starts being aimed right at her. Wishing he would have listend to the elders he starts treating Natsuye less like the queen she is and more like a dirty servant who isn't worth his time any longer. They are no longer intimate and to touch her makes him disgusted. He even starts cheating on her behind her back with full blooded demon women, thinking they are better then what she was or ever will be. It isn't until Natsuye disappears or leaves does he realize just how much he actually loved her. That she was the reason he had softened and changed his feelings towards humans in the first place. Still, he no longer knows if she will even forgive him or take him back after everything he has said and done. What's worse is she has been gone for quite awhile now and she has started to move on with her life even though she is no longer living the wonderful life she had once had with Sesshomaru.