Looking for a small group for BON-E, NC-H, MUL

[BluDragonX]

I am looking for a group were a I can play a young either male or female elf (I don't care witch) That is a lost his/her freedom may years ago in a high stakes poker game.  He/She honors her debt and is loyal to her master/mistress even thought they rape and torcher him/her and let there trusted friends rape her/him when they feel like it . I am not good a D&D.. mostly just don't understand most of the rules. I will also admit I am a poor speller so If you want lengthy posts and replay I am willing to do them they just take more time for me to figure out how to word things. I would like it