Gnothi's Desires (MxF FxF MxT) (Modern, Historical, Fantasy) (Light to Extreme)

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Gnothi Seauton   -  -  -   Know Thyself

Warning:  Images May Be Considered NSFW

Please do not post here.  If an idea catches your eye, please PM me.

Status:  Seeking New Stories.

May 19th, 2017:  Although a bit full on stories, I'm open to a few more.

On's and Off's - Picture Inspirations - Library of Past Ideas
Character Gallery

The ideas listed here are generally in order of when they were added or brought up from my Library of Game Ideas.  New ideas are listed at the bottom.  I have no preference in terms of characters (unless specifically mentioned) and welcome writers of any gender.  If you're interested, please message me regarding the idea or ideas which catch your eye.

I'm a pretty easy going and easy to work with writer.  I'd rather write an enjoyable story for the both of us, rather than for just one person.  When writing a story together, and there's something you're not too sure about, or something you'd like me to change, all you need to do is let me know.  I don't mind changing and editing something whatsoever.  I know some can be strict when it comes to their work, not wanting to bend or change it for any reason.  I'd rather everyone be happy in the process.

In a partner, I seek the same.  I enjoy writing with people who make writing fun and enjoyable, rather than someone who makes it feel like an obligation or task.  I like working with people who aren't so tight fisted when it comes to writing.  I like having fun just like everyone else.  I don't care if you're a male writing as a female character, or a female writing as a male character.  The only thing which truly matters to me is how you present yourself OOC and IC.

Also, if you're interested, please send me more than just a one-line message.  The more input and thought you put into your message, the more interested you'll seem and the more interested I'll be in writing with you.

And while some of the story ideas listed here often tend to skew towards a darker tone, I am more than willing and often happy to hear ideas that are lighter in nature.

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Ideas

Despite how many of the blurbs are written, I don't mind writing the male character for most of my story ideas.  There are some, however, where I am primarily seeking a specific role, and have made note of it in either the tag or in the blurb itself.  With that said, please don't automatically assume I am looking to write the male or female, Dominant or submissive role, automatically, unless specifically stated in the Looking For field.

Life Lessons
Inspirations:  Past Ideas
Rating:  Light Human
Pairing:  Male X Female (Subject of Former Student X Former Teacher)
Looking For:  Seeking Male or Female Characters for Either Role.
Themes:  Modern.  Age Differences.  Adultery.  Past Relationships. 

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With this story, I would prefer something of a more light and relaxed setting.  However, I am open to implementing various kinks and whatnot if it makes sense, instead of just adding it in for the sake of spicing up the story.  Light is preferred, but I am open to Bondage or Extreme.  I am not interested in making this into a Non-Con story.

Every year, to escape the stresses and pressures of life at home and a demanding work load as a high school teacher, she treats herself to a night of indulgence, all to herself.  Sometimes it's just checking into a hotel room, ordering room service and watching movies.  Sometimes, it's just a night of browsing the bookstores and spending a few hours in a local coffee shop, losing herself in a book.  Sometimes, it's a night at a cocktail bar, having a relaxing drink and dinner to herself.

It's on one of those special, indulgent nights, away from her husband, away from the kids at home, away from the pile of papers to read and grade, where she runs into a former student of hers, and sees how grown up he has become in the few years since graduating.

I would greatly prefer to write the teacher role, but I am open to writing the male role.

With this, I saw it going beyond that one night.  Maybe he's out celebrating a big promotion at work, neither of them knowing that it's going to result in working with her husband until an office party.  Maybe he himself is in a committed relationship with someone else, perhaps even engaged.  How will these two, with their past and genuine affection for one another, deal with the consequences of their attraction?

Duty
Inspirations:   Past ideas, thoughts
Rating:  Light or Extreme, depending on world and kinks
Pairing:  Male X Female (Husband X Wife)
Looking For:  Female Characters.  Patient writers.
Themes:  Modern.  Religious Cult.  Pregnancy.  Arranged Marriages.

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In the interest of full disclosure, this idea is one which is something of a challenge for me due to personal reasons.  I'm looking for a patient and understanding partner to help write this.

Essentially, I wanted to do a relationship between two people who are in an arranged marriage.  However, this marriage, and their relationship, is driven by the confined religious cult in which they live in, one that is patriarchal, with extremely conservative social and cultural views.  These two people, who may have seen one another in the past but are strangers, are thrust together in an arranged marriage where it's expected that they breed and create a family together.

I'm not looking to do something between two devout members of the community, but as two people who are outsiders, who perhaps are disillusioned with the church and it's teachings, but have been fearful for so long of the repercussions of saying so.  I like the idea of the two of them sort of bonding and open up over something that's forbidden, like perhaps banned books or something like that.

Currently I'm writing the female role in another version of this story, so I would like to give writing the male a go with this one.

I'm not looking for non-con, but am open to extreme situations in the overall world of the church community.

Deliciously Destroyed
Inspirations:  Hannibal. Split.
Rating:  Extreme
Pairing:  Male X Female (Kidnapping Cannibal X Captive)
Looking For:  Seeking Male or Female Characters for Either Role.
Themes:  Modern.  Cannibalism.  Gore.  Stockholm Syndrome.  Slow Decent Into Madness.  Psychological Issues.

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A warning:  This is one of my more extreme story ideas, containing a number of extreme subject matters and issues.  It is not for the faint of heart.  If the above themes mentioned are difficult for you, I strongly suggest you skip this idea.

I thought of this being largely inspired by television Hannibal and the movie Split.  What I'm looking for is a relationship between a captive and her captor, but I'm not looking for it to be full of sadism.  Instead, I'm looking for something that is a bit more cerebral.  Such savage violence would be beneath the captor. 

This captor is a person of refined tastes.  It might not come across in their outward appearance, but beneath the flesh, they're refined and highly intelligent.  I thought of a former med student or someone with an interest in the medical field.  Whatever the character may be, the main passions in life is the devouring of human flesh and organs, along with dining on their victims with their victims.  A slow death, surgery after surgery, amputation after amputation, etc.  Keeping the captive alive long enough for a few meals before inspiration strikes and they make themselves a feast.

Where this story would begin is in a way any other of their hunts would.  I thought of them targeting hospitals, taking patients out and removing them to their home, but it's to be worked out.  With this captive though, I thought of them taking a bit more of a liking to them.  Maybe they're of a different background that intrigues them, maybe they're just different in an unspoken way.  Whatever it is, they drag it out longer than usual, until perhaps their captive starts to find the pleasures in it.

In the way of a twist, I thought of the captive rebelling against it, but beginning a long road of deceit and trickery, lying to their captive, until given enough trust where they can form an escape attempt.  Lots of ways this could go, and am more than open to discussion.

Domestic Servitude
Inspirations:  Random thoughts in the middle of the night
Rating:  Bondage Human, Extreme Solo, or Small Group (depending on kinks, available writers, etc.)
Pairing:  Male X Female X Female (Married Couple X Female)
Looking For:  Seeking Male or Female Characters.  I'm open to considering writing the couple.
Themes:  Modern Setting.  Cash for Services, Couple, BDSM, Questioning of Morality, Servitude, Fracturing of a Relationship

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This is a little bit of a variation upon my one-on-one story entitled "A Little Extra Cash".  Instead of it being a single male and the arrangement with a young woman, I thought of this as being a couple and the young woman they have brought in.

What I had thought of was the two of them, the husband and wife (middle aged, successful, kinky, etc) bringing in a young woman they had met through some sort of fetish personals site or something such as that as (possibly a live-in?) maid/servant to help the young woman be trained and further her experience in the lifestyle.  Perhaps it starts off as a non-sexual thing, but slowly evolves into that with rules.  Perhaps eventually the rules are broken and cast away.  For a story, I thought of this young woman slowly breaking apart the couple, through no fault of her own.  Maybe the young dominant couple start to divide, both becoming jealous and wanting her for their selves?  Perhaps the tension between them (demanding jobs, unsuccessful pregnancy attempts, etc) have created the fractures, and this young woman is unknowingly the spark that breaks it apart?

There is plenty of room here for story development and building.  I would love to work with someone on this, and am open to just about anything.

I am also open to it being a One on One thing, in which it's one writer taking on the roles of the couple, or a small group involving two other writers.  Again, I'm very flexible on this.  I have written the role of the couple, both male and female, before, and certainly don't mind doing it again.  I also wouldn't mind working with another writer if they wanted to take on one member of the couple to build a shared history and personality of sorts.

I'm posting this here, rather than on the Group Game section (for now at least), to see what interest it garners.  All roles are up and open.

The Trip
Inspirations:   Browsing Online Ads. 
Rating:  Light Solo, Bondage Solo, OR Extreme Solo (Depending upon Kinks)
Pairing:  Male X Female (Older Gentleman X Hired Woman).  Seeking Male or Female Characters.
Looking For:  Seeking Male or Female Characters for Either Role.
Themes:  Modern.  Escort Business.  Social Pressures.  Possible Age Play.  Unexpected Match.

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He was a man under pressure.  The consummate workaholic, he simply never truly found the time to find any sort of relationship.  There's been more failures than successes in his love life, and the last has left him jaded when it comes to romantic relationships.  With an upcoming event (possibly a large family event like a wedding or anniversary, or an important business gathering), he decides that, rather than face the constant harping, the continual attempts at someone trying to play matchmaker for him, he'd silence all of it by showing up with a woman on his arm.

She was constantly struggling, both in love and in life.  College, and all of it's academic and financial stresses, have taken quite the toll on her.  What relationships she finds are usually fleeting, and more often than not with the type of douches she swears off.  With an approaching holiday, and the need of some sort of influx of cash, she finds an ad online of a man in town, looking for someone to play the role of a girlfriend, no strings attached, no commitment to sex, for a decent sum.

I'd love to play this romance out as something unexpected between the two of them.  Age difference between the characters is something I am completely open to, whether they're similar in age, or far apart.

A Father's Love
Inspirations:  An old idea by Prefect Mos. 
Rating:  Extreme Solo (Depending Upon Kinks)
Pairing:  Male x Female Character (Father X Daughter)
Looking For: Seeking male or female characters.  I have a considerable preference for the female role, but I am willing to at least consider the possibility of the male role.
Themes:  Modern.  BDSM.  Slave Training.  Sex Trafficking.  Dysfunctional Family.  Rebellious Child.  Illegal Activities.

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She was always the bad seed of the family.  The Black Sheep.  The middle child in a brood of three, she was nothing like her older and younger siblings.  Where they seemed to be going somewhere in life, whether it was athletics or after school clubs, she was spiraling out of control.  While her siblings were being the best they could be, making the basketball team or rising through club ranks, she was busy fucking her way around looking for that next high.

But no matter what, no matter the arguments and fights between she and her mother, no matter the times arrested or picked up from the streets, her Father was always there for her.

She was his child, in more ways than one.  She had his genes, his desires for the macabre and deviant life that had been so prevalent in his youth.  He had been stronger than she was in his youth.  More disciplined.  He couldn't let his daughter, his favorite, slip away.  She needed to be saved.  Needed to be helped before she hurt herself. 

It began with spying on her computer and phone.  A small, little device from his friends in his line of work.  What he finds shocks him, what he reads, what he sees, shakes him to the core.  Beneath the drugs, beneath the abuse she inflicted upon herself, lay the makings of a slave, a beautiful, dedicated slave.  It took time to convince himself of it, time to reflect on the need and how to do it, but she would be saved, saved like all the other girls he saved in his line of work, breaking her down and training her to be sold to the highest bidder.

Family Bonds
Inspirations:   Working on a Group Game, Big Love
Rating:  Light Solo, Bondage Solo, OR Extreme Solo (Depending upon Kinks)
Pairing:  Male X Female (Brother X Sister).  Seeking Male or Female Characters.
Looking For:  Seeking Male or Female Characters.  I have a slight preference to write the female role, but am open to writing the male role.
Themes:  Modern.  Incest.  Forbidden Romance.  Struggles with Morality.  Religious Influences.  Different Cultures.  Religious Cults.

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It should be noted first and foremost that the beliefs mentioned in this blurb and the story do not reflect my own.

He had always been a headstrong boy.  Always did he feel that great sense of curiosity, that sense of wanting to know why things were the way they were.  As he became older, a young man growing up in a cult of religious fanatics, e couldn't help but to begin to question the way of life, the purpose of the church and the cult.  When he began to rebel by denouncing, openly, the belief that incest, that marriage and sex between siblings and family was alright, that it was the true and right path in life, it was more than enough to earn him a quick and sudden exit from the walls of the compound.  Excommunicated, and on his own, abandoned by his family, he began to try and live a normal life, to put behind him his family and their beliefs...

...But years and years later, he never expected that his baby sister would show up on his doorstep, needing a place to stay and live.  With the Compound raided by Law Enforcement, with everyone being arrested, some willingly, some not so, she slipped away, and went to the only person in the world she thought she could count on...

This is something that just popped into my head, and has been like a fever.  I'm looking for someone to write a reluctant brother, one who is struggling with his beliefs in that the beliefs of his sister, of his family, are wrong and immoral.  I'd like to play the sister as someone who is somewhat free with herself, struggling to adjust to a new life that is so very different from the one she had grown up in for all of her life.  I think it would be amazing to see these two worlds collide, one where he struggles with her openness, her casual nudity, and so on, while she, knowing he has given up the life, struggles to adjust in a life that looks down upon her beliefs and morals.

Guiding Hand
Inspirations:  Story idea.  Rereading Lilah Pace's Asking For It.
Rating:  Bondage, or Extreme (Dependent Upon Kinks)
Pairing:  Female X Male. 
Looking For:  Seeking male or female characters.  Looking for a character that is willing to really explore the psychological aspects and connections between the two main characters, rather than something more geared towards the physical.
Themes:  Modern.  BDSM.  Rape/Sexual Abuse Survival.  Overcoming Trauma.

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This is intended to be a long term romance story.

I require a patient writer who is willing to take their time and explore the emotional depths of this story, in addition a focus on BDSM beyond the sexual aspects.  If you're looking for something geared towards smut, this is not the story for you...

She always knew she was different.  Even at a young age, she knew she wasn't like the others.  As time went on, and the young girl became a woman, she became more and more confident in herself, more accepting of her desires.  She liked kink.  She enjoyed it, loved it.  The fantasy, the idea of it, was something she could not let go of so easily.  She thought she found the perfect man, found the right Dominant to help guide her in navigating the waters of her desires and kinks...  But he was wrong, in so many ways, a man who had no clue of BDSM, a man who simply enjoyed taking what he wanted, doing what he wanted, without a care in the world.  It isn't rape, he said, not if she liked it. 

Out of the relationship, with her finally standing up for herself, she felt disgusted with her desires, betrayed by her own body, her own mind.  Can she learn to love what she loves?

This can go in a variety of ways.  I'm looking for someone to write an experienced Dominant character opposite this rape survivor who struggles with her own desires.  Her views have been warped by her abuse, her mind jaded towards what she wants.  I have a few ideas in mind in terms of characters, including a Dominant performer at a BDSM club, but I'm open to ideas and suggestions.  Again, this is not intended to be focused on sex.  This is intended to focus on romance, of learning how to trust, etc.

The Arrangement
Inspirations:  Last Man on Earth
Rating:  Light, Bondage, or Extreme (Depending Upon Kinks)
Pairing:  Male X Female (Sister-in-Law X Brother-in-Law)
Looking For:  Seeking Male or Female Characters.  I would prefer someone to write the male character, but honestly could go in any direction.
Themes:  Modern Setting.  Consensual Adultery.  Pregnancy, and Attempts to Become Pregnant.  Marital Stress.  Familial Cheating.

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This idea came to me while watching an episode of The Last Man on Earth.  Though it was comedic in nature, the idea really struck me as having amazing potential for a story line, since it has a lot of the key themes that I absolutely love exploring through writing.

There once was a couple who seemingly had it all...  They were successful in their careers, a home of their own in the suburbs, and a love built upon a strong foundation of loyalty and friendship with one another.  When out with friends, there was always a comment or two made of just how perfect they were for each other, how they just seemed perfect together.

But with every relationship, there were stresses, fractures deep down which they struggled with.  They wanted a family together, a child of their own flesh and blood to have a happy family.  They didn't want to adopt someone's child.  They didn't want to subject themselves to such rigorous tests and clinical operations.  They didn't want to go browsing for some stranger's sperm.  All they wanted was a family of their own...

Which is where the story introduces the husband's brother.

He's in town, something of a free-spirit, a man who had prided himself upon his independence.  Not one for big family gatherings or functions, instead focusing on what his family would often call some hair-brained art project.  In contrast to the more uptight, white-collar appearance of the husband, I saw the brother being a bit more rougher around the edges, in a sense.  Beard.  Couple of tattoos.  Etc.  Anyways, knowing that the main trouble in their attempts to become pregnant was the husband's sterility, the couple come together with an idea of approaching the brother about being a sperm donor, in a natural way.

I saw the wife falling for the brother, having a sexual experience that's unlike anything else she's experienced before, and begins to fall in love with the brother.

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Listings from my Stories Without a Home Thread


This section is a listing from my Stories without a Home Thread.

• Owned - Posted August 30th, 2016 - Seeking Male Characters
  A look at a troubled and complicated relationship between a sex worker and a powerful and influential client.
• Life Lessons - Posted August 30th, 2016 - Seeking Female Characters
  A modern romance featuring themes of adultery and taboo relationships between a teacher and a former student.
• Domestic Servitude - Posted September 21th, 2016 - Seeking Female Characters
  A story of intrigue, drama, and betrayal between a couple and their live-in submissive.
• Lessons to Live By - Posted October 4th, 2016 - Seeking Male Characters
  A modern romance featuring themes of adultery and taboo relationships between a teacher and a former student.
• Owed - Posted October 5th, 2016 - Seeking Female Characters
  A look at a troubled and complicated relationship and it's evolution between a young sex worker and an older, powerful and influential client.

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Gnothi's Short Term Story Desires

A collection of my various one-shot, short term ideas.  These ideas have been collected from my infrequent, occasional posting in the One-Shot Classified posting.  While these are intended to be a bit more relaxed and casual, I am more than open to converting them into longer-term stories.

I also appreciate and desire a good deal of communication and discussion of things beforehand, depending upon the kinks and story elements.  If I have not written with you in the past, I expect to discuss things in advance.  I would rather not waste your time, nor mine, if we don't see eye to eye on kinks and elements of the story half way through it.

None at the moment

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Added "Family Bonds".

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Added "Opening Up" and "The Trip"

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Added "Fruits of Knowledge".

Removed "A Father's Love" and "Slave to Work".

Added some clarification in regards to what I am seeking to each plot in terms of characters.

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Added "Too Close".

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Added some links to the top of the thread in order to help individuals who may be interested in writing with me.

Added information with regards to the Ideas section.

Edited and revised some things listed in some of the ideas to add some clarification.

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Added considerable information to the beginning of the post, detailing my preferences, what I am looking for in a writing partner, more about myself as a person and writing partner, etc.

Added "Decay". 

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Various crucial edits to the story tags.

Added clarification.

Revision of some story ideas.

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Removal of some stories.

Tinkering with some of the labels and tags.

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Added new story "To Protect and Serve"

Added "Outlawed" and "The Princess and the Pirate"

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Various updates and edits to a number of ideas.

Addition of Status field.

Currently selectively seeking new stories.

Primarily seeking to write female characters of a more submissive leaning.

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Removal of "Don't Let Me Down"

Addition of "Domestic Servitude".

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Removal of several stories.

Still seeking a few Solos.

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Added new "Characters Looking for a Story" Section.

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Addition of "Don't Let Me Down"

Addition of several characters.

Addition of Cravings list.

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Addition of "Ghostwriter" (New Story).

Addition of "Method Acting" (New Story).

Changing of links to direct to new and improved Preferences Page.

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Removed several taken stories.

Addition of "A Rose with Thorns".

Updating of Cravings Listing.

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Update of Cravings Listing.

Addition of "Deep Cover".

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Various changes and edits to main thread.

Changing of Cravings List.

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Added "Sworn Outcasts".

Changing of Cravings Listing.

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Changing of images.

Major edits to several story ideas.

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Addition of "Blind Date" (Previous Idea) and "Unnamed Sources".



Apologies to those waiting on PMs from me.  I have been under the weather with a cold, and will try to get to pre-existing PMs soon.

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Major updates.

Addition of clarification on the Craving Rankings.

Update of Craving Rankings.

Removal of "A Rose with Thorns"

Addition of "The Dragon and the Stag" (NEW), "Sugar", and "Family Bonds"

Addition of clarification to Status.

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Explanation of what I am seeking.

Bolding of specific story cravings.

3/26/2015:  My schedule and load is a bit full at the moment, with running a group, and preparing to launch two new groups, but I would like to find something to help jump start my muse.  Right now, if you look at my cravings list, I'm only seeking the ideas in bold, as well as stories potentially involving my character, James Torrance.  I am open to other ideas, but I'm not likely to take it.

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Major updates.

Removal of a number of stories.

Updating of Cravings List.

Updating of Status section.

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Edits to various story ideas.

Addition of "Method Acting".

Edits to Characters section.

Also...

I write when I'm down and lonely.  When I'm hurting, it's often when my muse just starts taking over as a way to cope and escape and give me something to think about...

Playing with Fire is a result of that latest crisis in my life, and it's something I would like to see expanded.

It's just a bit of story writing with no aim, but the more I was writing, the more I want to do more of it.  I'd be curious to see what someone comes up with...  A federal, top secret, agent assigned to bring her in for testing?  A man immune to her charms?  Someone like her, gifted with such abilities?  An old friend?  An old lover?

Ball is in your court.  Hit me with your best shot.

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Added "A Father's Love"

Added a new story "Addiction"

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Various updates to story ideas.

Status update.

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I am kinda looking to dip my toes into the water involving Star Wars...

Also...

https://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=231150.0

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Added "Whipped" (NEW)

Added "No Strings Attached" (NEW)

Added "Line of Duty" (NEW)

Change in Status.

Removal of undesired/claimed Stories.

Update to cravings listing.

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Various edits.

And as a major note...

I don't mind playing either the male or female role.

Unless it's specifically mentioned.

And I don't want all of my kinks put into a story.  I'm not a fan of kink-packing a story.

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Updated.

No new stories, but quite a few have been removed, and older ones brought back up into my Seeking thread.

Currently selectively seeking stories.  I've got two groups I'm running, but would like a few more little stories on the side to spark my muse.

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Added "Sex Ed"

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Selectively seeking stories and ideas to get my mind going.

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Removed Sex Ed.

Removed the Cravings section.

Updated status.

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Added "Love Among the Dead".

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Added a link to my Character Gallery in the upper portion of the post.

Various edits.

Removal of "Method Acting".

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Added "Brother Lover".

Added "Family Bonds".

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Sarah Elizabeth Reagan
Mother of Two
Closet Nymphomaniac

On the surface, Sarah Reagan lives what most would consider an ordinary, regular life.  Some may have even called it idyllic.  The mother of two boys.  Married to her husband straight out of college.  A successful, and industrious job that pays well and keeps her busy.  Youthful looks in her forties that make a great many envious of her appearance.

She made dinner almost every night at home for her family.  The laundry of the house was her responsibility, as was keeping up with both of her boys' schedules at school and in sports.  She was on the P.T.A., became a member of the Home Owner's Association.  At work and social functions, she played the dutiful and beloved wife, engaging others and brightening the atmosphere around her. 

But beneath that smile...  Beneath the happy, loving facade she so often wore, Sarah held a deep, dark secret that ate away in her heart and soul each and every day.

An addiction.

A pain and poison.

Each and every day it ate at her.  Each and every day, it consumed her thoughts and mind, clouding her concentration with nothing but the need to fix it.  She couldn't go more than a few days without her fix, needing that sweet, blissful release of sating herself and the desire that burned inside her each and every day.  That uncontrollable hunger, that need, simply would not go away.  Not until it got it's fix.

Spoilered for Erotic Content

The first and most important thing she had to plan was the Excuse.

Everything depended upon the Excuse.  One bad excuse could raise unwanted questions.  Using one excuse repeatedly, over and over, could draw unwanted attention and focus.  The last thing she needed was her husband to make some off-hand comment at a social gathering between friends and coworkers about how she had been worked to the bone with the late hours every night. 

It had to be believable.  There had to be a plausible explanation for running late.  Nothing too elaborate, nothing so complex that depended upon so many components to make it work.  Often the simplest of excuses were often the best. 

Hobby Shop didn't have a whole lot to choose from, she texted her husband almost as soon as she left the store.  Going to try Vivienne's, she texted again.

By the time she pulled the sedan to a stop in the seedy little parking lot, she had already switched the bags of the hobby shops, taking the contents of her purchases from the blank, white plastic bag that came from Hobby Shop, and placing them into blue and white bag with the name Vivienne's that she had plucked from the crevice between her seat and the center console.  Pipe cleaners, Popsicle sticks and glitter glue.  The essentials for her youngest's school project.

She gave herself a quick and silent look over in the rear-view mirror of the car.  Her deft fingers ran through the long blonde tresses as her blue eyes took in the sight of her appearance.  Good.  Not great.  Not the way she occasionally dressed up when she needed a fix, but given the circumstances, the rushed, unexpected opportunity, she looked good enough.  With the sunglasses upon her face in the dark of night, she felt ready to go and sate her addiction.

The parking lot was mostly empty.  Only a few cars remained in the parking lot.  A look at the watch illuminated beneath the neon lights had told her that there wouldn't be much to be found at such a late evening.  The afternoon rush was long done and over with for the day, and on a Sunday evening, it would light and quiet.  It was by far not the best time to be there, but something was better than nothing. 

Her heart was racing, beating furiously in her chest as she crossed the parking lot on foot.  Her breaths were growing rapid with excitement as every footstep carried her closer to the building.  The shame and guilt she often felt at times, those nasty, incessant feelings that gave her doubts and hesitation were no where to be found that evening.  She wanted this.  She needed this.  She needed to sate herself.

The long weekend had been sheer torture.  Staying home with her family, depriving herself of the chance to break free, if only for a short time.  She put up with family dinners, suffered through watching movies with her family.  Game night.  Fucking game night.  All she wanted was to get out, to get free, a chance to go off on her own and please the monster that was her addiction.  She was a ticking time-bomb, waiting to go off, yearning to explode in hedonistic indulgences. 

Just one, she told herself.  Just one, and she would be gone.  Back in the car, back to the hum-drum life that waited for her at home with her husband and kids.  Back home,to think and dream and crave of the next time she could get her fix once again.

She pulled open the heavily tinted window door of the store, immediately surrounded by the familiar sights.  The rows of adult DVDs and Blu Rays.  Sex toys of every kind and variety.  Lubricants of various makes, scents, and flavors.  From behind the counter near the door, the heavy-set,bespectacled man looked up from the phone in hand, giving only the slightest of nods to the regular visitor.

She didn't stop to engage in a conversation, nor did she wander about aimlessly through the aisle of merchandise.  Both she and the man behind the counter knew why she was there.  Both knew why she always came around.

Past the various aisles and racks of untouched movies.  Past the displays of vibrators and masturbators.  All the way to the back of the store, where the neon-light that simply said Arcade called to her like a beacon.  She made her way through the store, and through the curtained partition into the dimly lit hallway, facing the row of doors and booths.  The booth immediately in front of her sat unoccupied, it's door open, waiting, beckoning for her to step inside the dark abyss.

The door was closed immediately as she stepped inside, her fingers moving quickly to put in place the locks and latches that provided some sense of security from unwanted guests.  On the opposite wall, the screen played some selection menu for various adult titles to choose from.  Absently did she reach into the pockets of her jeans, fishing out a couple of dollars to feed the machine before randomly selecting some title to play in the background.

Wordlessly she slipped off her black cardigan, draping it over the back of the cheap chair that, along with a small wastebasket, was the only piece of furniture in the small booth.  Sounds of porn, with it's faked moans and cries of pleasure, played from the speakers as she sat herself in the chair, taking a calming, deep breath of the warm air that smelt strongly of Lysol and disinfectant.  Her fingers were unbuttoning the jeans she wore loosening the hold upon her body to make it easier to access.

She could have came right there and then.  The excitement and arousal was always so high when she entered the booth and made herself comfortable.  The slightest touch against her aching clitoris would have been enough to send her over the edge, she did not doubt.  Already she was drenched, the moisture of her arousal just barely visible in the gleam of the light of the screen.

But there was a monster inside her.  A raging, howling monster caged up so tightly deep within her loins.  Frantically did it thrash about, yearning to be free, yearning to be sated.  The sound of the heavy, lustful breathing coming from the darkened hole in the wall told her she was not alone in her feelings.

Her slender finger traced the lip of the hole in the wall, running over the smooth surface for but a moment before she moved from the seat and sank down to the tiled floor, inching herself over to the cup-sized hole. Soon she was rewarded by the sight of it, the gradually-inflating member, presented to her for her approval.  She didn't hesitate to show her approval of the cock being presented, her warm hand seizing the cock at the base before bringing her lips around it.

Heaven.

It's soft, flesh twitched in approval as it passed the soft plushness of her lips, sinking into the warm, wet mouth.  Her tongue greeted it eagerly, swishing back and forth, from one side to the other, slipping beneath the underside to moisten it in it's frenzied action.  The groan that came forth from beyond the wall, the very real, distinct groan of pleasure that came not from the speakers of the screen, but from the man attached to the hardened cock, only excited her all the more.

The taste excited her, the saltiness that spoke of sweat and masculinity distinct and intoxicating.  The smell of him excited her, that musk of man that was so natural, so visceral in it's pheromonal. arousing nature.  But the anonymity excited her most of all.  Who was this man she had at her mercy? She wondered as she continued to milk him with the fluid bobs and strokes of her head and lips along his shaft.

Another miserably married person?

Someone just passing through, looking for some quick relief?

It was times like those, as she moaned with delightful passion, sending vibrations from the warm heaven of her mouth through the thick,throbbing piece of meat lodged in the depths of her mouth, that she liked to think of just who the man beyond the wall might be.  A neighbor she had seen outside numerous times, washing his car or tending to the lawn.  The clerk at the convenience store she bought her coffee and cigarettes from in the morning.  One of her oldest's friends.

Her hand slipped down her slender body, pressing beneath the open fly of her pants, slipping beneath the waistband of her underwear to rub her wet, aching flesh.  One of her eldest son's friends...  That was a thought that never ceased to excite her.  Her oldest child, and all of his friends, at eighteen years old.  She had caught the sight of some of them looking her way, eyeing her up, those unmistakable looks of desire that burned in their eyes.  It was a heady thought as her head and hands moved in unison against the thickened shaft coated in her saliva. 

The muscles in her throat relaxed, her mind going into that blissful state where she so often lost herself in the moment.  More and more of him was taken into her mouth, swallowing him deep into the tightness.  He was close.  She could feel it, could sense it.  Slowly he, this stranger, on the other side of the wall was thrusting himself forward, rocking back and forth.  Try as he might to fight it, try as he might to resist coming to the promise land of orgasmic bliss, wanting, as so many did, to stretch out that moment and savor every precious second of being worshiped like a God, he would come, and soon. 

Few could last more than a few minutes when she went to work on them.

She had lost count of the number of men she had pleased there.  Chances were good that the man on the other side, resisting the urge to come as she milked her with her expert mouth and hand, had came in the past because of her.  Whenever she had a chance, a moment in time to herself, where she could sneak away, she did so, coming in search of that desire to live dangerously, to be free and unchained from the burdens of her life at home, of the stresses at work and the demands of being a wife and mother. 

Out there, out in the world beyond the booth, she was someone.  A mother.  A wife.  A daughter and sister.  A woman who had a good career, who possessed what seemed to be a happy life.  Family dinners.  Movie and game nights.  Football and soccer games for each of her kids. 

But in that booth...  In that dark little space, she was no one.  A person in the shadows.  There to please and pleasure, there to be pleased and pleasured.  Free from the stresses of life.  Free from the burdens of her family life.  No worrying and fretting over schedules.  No thoughts of what to make for dinner.  No worrying over reports at work, no having to deal with the difficulties of life.  All of that left behind, left to be dealt with at another time.

There, in that booth, all she had to think of was being in the moment, being consumed by hot and burning flames of lust and arousal.  A vessel for pleasure, and only pleasure.  Nothing more.  Nothing less.

The knock upon the wall was loud and rapid, shattering the thoughts and focus that had taken her away.  Her face pressed firmly against the section of flesh exposed through the hole, her nose pushed into the thicket of dark, coarse hair as the thick rod inside her mouth began to explode in hot and furious desire.  The groan from the other side of the wall was met with with the thick, heavy spurts of warm semen as his cock tip unleashed uncontrollable spasms.

Greedily, with a real and true hunger, did she swallow every precious drop he had to offer her.  The salty seed was taken eagerly down her throat, the taste and feel of the warm, thick, gooey substance like nectar of the Gods.  Every drop invaluable.  For moments she continued to nurse upon it, savoring the lingering taste, relishing the scent and feel of him between her lips before he ever so slowly pulled away, disappearing into the black depths of the shadows in his booth.

Her lips quivered as she watched him back away, receding into the booth.  She wanted more.  She craved more.  One deposit of semen was never enough.  Never was it enough. 

But this was not her lunch break at work.  This was not one of her days off where, instead of supposed to be at home, she could spend hours there in the booths.  This was not the holidays, where, under the pretense of doing holiday shopping, could slip away and enjoy the presents and gifts presented to her through the glory holes.

She dressed quickly.  Her hand was removed from between her legs, fingers slick with her wetness buttoned up and zipped up her pants.  A part of her hoped for a reason to stay, a part of her desperately clinging to the hope that someone would walk into one of the booths beside her, and give her a reason to stay longer, a reason to stay and feed herself more and more of that intoxicating nectar.  And yet, another part spurned her on as she put back on the light cardigan, had forced her to keep her eyes away from the holes on either side of her.

The Excuse she told herself.  She had to get home soon.  She had to go back to that miserable life because it was her life.  Back to putting on the mask of being the good and faithful wife, the loving and devoted mother.  Back to the life and lie that was accepted, not looked down upon, not thought of as something shameful and disgusting.  Back to the lie that kept her life intact.

Tomorrow, she told herself, as she exited her booth, and slipped out the back exit.  Tomorrow she would be back.  Tomorrow she would feed herself to her heart's delight. 

Character Pairings Seeking:  Male X Female

Perfect For:  The Boy/Man Next Door.  Another addict.

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I would love to write this character of mine against a male character for my story, "Down the Rabbit Hole"...

Ellen "Ellie" Lynch
School Girl

A woman scorned and shown the true nature of life and happiness, Ellie is not a woman to be taken lightly.

Although raised in what could have been considered by people looking in, a happy family, it was far from it.  There was no happiness, no fun, no enjoyment in her family, at least not in her own eyes.  She knew her parents had other lovers in their lives, had been seeing other people.  It was an unspoken knowledge between them all, an uneasy truce keeping the family together only in name.

Seeing other families, seeing other student at school and her friends that seemed so happy, so content with life because of their families, only sickened her every time she looked upon them.  There was no such thing as a happy family according to Ellen.  More people needed to see that.  Here and there she tried to make life hell for other families around her, her friends' families especially.  Whether it was erasing important notes left on notice boards while staying over, or smoking in the house to blame it on a family member, it was chaos which she loved to bring to other families, to break them down, to show them there was no such thing as a happy family.

When it came to sleeping around with teachers, or trying to at least, it had begun as a simple quest.  A chance to do it right, to live one of her fantasies, the kind where so many never dared to go.  Yet the more she tried, the more she noticed the happiness of one teacher in particular and his family, it turned into something completely different, a chance to show them and others like them that there was no such thing as a happy family.

Special Note:  Ellen was made to be written as under eighteen, but within the rules of the site.  She was intended to be seventeen, as I am admittedly not entirely comfortable doing such underage characters.  The reason for her being seventeen, and me being firm on that, is that it ads to the taboo, dangerous nature of her being.  A poisonous forbidden fruit.

Character Pairings Seeking:  Male X Female.  Open to Female X Female.

Perfect For:  Older males dealing with the stressed and anxieties of family life.

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Updated.

Due to a large amount of messages and interest, I've had the need to clarify just what it is I am seeking for in most of the stories listed here in this thread.  The "Looking For" field in each blurb has been edited to reflect what it really is that I am looking for.

Please keep that in mind when browsing through the ideas listed.

Removed "Love Among the Dead".

Added "Whipped".

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Updated.

Removed several stories from the listings.

Right now, I am primarily seeking Domestic Servitude, in which I am writing the female submissive character.  I am open to considering either or both Dominant roles, but only if the mood and any ideas in terms of additions or characters are ideal.

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Updated.

Added a slight edit to Domestic Servitude.

Added "Twisted Love".

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Updated.

Various edits to layout.

Edits to a few stories.

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Updated.

Removal of Character Section.

Changing of seeking status from Extremely Selective to Selective.

December 20th, 2015:  Due to some muse issues, I am currently seeking new stories to write with individuals.  However, some things should be made a bit clear.  If an idea of mine is not on this thread (i.e., if it's on my Preference page with all of my other ideas), chances are that I will not be interested.  I am open to writing male characters, as always, but admittedly, I am feeling more inclined towards writing female characters.

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Updated.

Removal of "Twisted Love"

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Updated.

Added "Family Bonds"

Added "Femme Fatale"

Added "Method Acting"

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Updated.

Removed "Method Acting".

January 10th, 2016:  My group game that I've created and running has exploded in some newfound interest, so my time might be a bit occupied for those who desire rapid responses.

But as I have been playing guys a lot lately, I want to write some more female characters.  I appreciate all of the interest and requests from writers wanting to write female characters, but honestly, I'm tired of writing dudes all of the time.  Seriously.  Most of the stories I'm doing now are with me writing guys.  So, if you're fine with me taking on the female character, reach out.

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Updated.

Added "Life Lessons"

Added "Liaisons"

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Updated.

Status change.

Added Down the Rabbit Hole.  Very much craving to do that as either character.

Removed Unchained.



Edit:  No longer seeking stories at this time.

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Updated.

Removed Life Lessons.

Removed Down the Rabbit Hole.

Edited a little bit of information in Liasons. 

Added Don't Let Me Down.

Added The Princess and the Pirate.

Updated status.

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Updated.

Added "Guiding Hand"

Removed "Liaisons" and "The Princess and the Pirate"

Status update.

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Updated.

Added some much needed clarification to "Domestic Servitude".

I am primarily seeking to write the female submissive role.  I am not looking to write the couple.  I'm not looking to write one of the couple.  I am seeking to write the submissive role.  It will take a mind-blowing proposal, with some interesting ideas and twists, a character I can't say no to, etc., to get me to change my mind at this time.

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Updated.

Various updates to story prompts.

Status change.

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Updated.

Added a new section as a catch-all for my One-Shot ideas.

Added "Broken Dreams and Crushed Hopes".

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Updated.

Removed "Guiding Hand"

Added "Sworn"

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Updated.

Removed "Domestic Servitude" due to lack of interest.

Added "Down the Rabbit Hole".

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Updated.

Added "Domestic Servitude"

Added "Sugar"

Added "Family Bonds"

Current Cravings as of This Post:
Domestic Servitude (me as the submissive)
Sugar (either role)
Sworn  (either role)
Broken Dreams and Crushed Hopes  (either role)
Don't Let Me Down  (me as the abused)
Family Bonds  (either, slight preference for me as the sister role)
Down the Rabbit Hole  (either, slight preference for the teacher role)

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Updated.

Modifications to several stories.

Massive overhaul of one story.  Due to the dramatic change from the original idea, in terms of character motivations, I have changed what was once a variation of my idea "Sugar" into a new idea entitled "Owned".

Current Cravings as of This Post:
Tie:  Domestic Servitude (me as the submissive) -- Owned (either role)
Sworn  (either role)
Broken Dreams and Crushed Hopes  (either role)
Don't Let Me Down  (me as the abused)
Family Bonds  (either, slight preference for me as the sister role)
Down the Rabbit Hole  (either, slight preference for the teacher role)

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Updated

Removal of "Domestic Servitude"

Removal of "Down the Rabbit Hole"

Removal of "Family Bonds"

Removal of "Don't Let Me Down"

Addition of new idea "The Arrangement"

Current Cravings as of This Post
Owned (Either Role)
The Arrangement (Either Role)
Sworn (Either Role)
Broken Dreams and Crushed Hopes (Either Role)

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Name:  Casual Encounters

Content:  Light or Bondage at most, depending upon kinks, story, etc.

Scenario:  I do not have a set scenario in mind.  To be quite honest, this is to mainly just write and do something, rather than, on occasion lately, needing a creative outlet and having nothing that's available or doesn't require a good amount of mental contemplation or plotting.

I'm up for anything.  A few ideas in mind:

• Two individuals meet at a bar.  Nothing more than two ships passing in the night.
• A mechanic and their customer.  A bit of heated attraction in the middle of the night, in the middle of nowhere.
• A casual encounter between a Dominant and submissive.  Carefully arranged meeting between a Dominant and submissive.
• Barbaric warrior and a spoil of war.  Perhaps a former slave eager to please?  Happy to have a bit more freedom?
• A queen or princess and a knight.  Medival romance.
• A woman enjoying her solo honeymoon after a cancelled wedding.  Maybe a woman just wanting to blow off some steam and feel a sense of being desired, after being stood up at the altar?
• A sex worker and a client.  Just business
• A Lawyer and a Client.  Maybe she tries to pay her attractive lawyer in other ways.
• Etc., etc., etc.,

I don't want something that's cliche or seemingly ripped out of a bad porn movie.  I'd like something realistic, something that could or would have happened.

Requirements:  Male or female characters welcome.  I have no preference on which character I write as long as I just get to write.  I would like to shy away from non-con scenes, but could be talked into it if the initial idea is appealing.

Other Information:  I'm not available every day, at all hours of the day.  I have quite a lot going on at home and in my personal life.  It's to the point where I've cut down on the number of stories and groups that I could be a part of while I try to focus on stuff at home.  I can't promise to post every day or every night.  I'll post when I can, within a day or two, when my muse and time permits.

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Updated.

Major updates.

Clarification on certain story types.

Removal of several story ideas.

Addition of several older story ideas.

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Updated.

Added "Self Aware"

Currently craving any of the above story ideas at the moment.

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Updated.

Added "Taming the Muse"

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Updated.

Status change to selectively seeking new stories.

Removed several stories.

Added "The Last Hurrah".

Current Cravings:
1.  Self Aware
2.  The Last Hurrah - Taming the Muse
3.  Owned
4.  Decay
5.  Domestic Servitude
6.  Don't Let Me Down

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Updated.

Removal of "Owned"

Several edits in various places.

Rearranging of stories.

Current Cravings:
1.  Decay
2.  The Last Hurrah - Taming the Muse
3.  Self Aware
4.  Domestic Servitude - Don't Let Me Down

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Updated.

Various Edits.

Promotion of "Life Lessons" from former One-Shot to full fledged story prompt.

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Updated.

Added "Playing House"

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Updated.

Various edits to story ideas to add clarification.

Status change.

And for other stories:  https://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=255305.0

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Updated.

Very selectively taking on new stories.

Removed a few that I'm not looking for at this time.

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NEW  In Law  NEW
Inspiration:  Past story idea.
Rating:  Light.  Bondage or Extreme is an option, depending upon kinks and discussion.
Pairing:  Father in Law X Daughter in Law
Looking For:  Seeking a male character.  I am open to writing the male character, but prefer the female character.
Themes:  Modern.  Forbidden Romance.  Adultery and Infidelity.  Familial Betrayal.  Emotional conflicts.  Relationship conflicts.

She needed a night out.  After a bitter argument, she needed to get out, to go have a drink and cool her emotions, relax her mind.  That was what she had in mind when she stepped into that bar.  Just a drink.  Time to herself.  Time to relax and think in peace and quiet.

She hadn't expected to find him.  This stranger that was so handsome, so charming.  He was so endearing, so comforting.  She hadn't meant to slept with him, but she did, and the guilt ate away inside her as she went back to her life, back to her boyfriend and fiance.  It was a night she tried to forget as she lay with her fiance, a night she thought was put behind her for good.

Until it was time to meet his parents, and the man who turned out to be her fiance's father.

I'm hoping to do this as a bit of a conflicted romance between two people in committed relationships, struggling with their attraction, both physically and emotionally, to one another while dealing with the difficulties of the situation.

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Updated.

Significant changes have been made to the main post of the thread.  Several stories have been removed and logged in my archive.

A new section has been created here as a listing of short term/one shot stories that I am currently desiring.

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Update.

Status change.

Seeking new stories.

Addition of My Lady.

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Updated.

Changes to format of the thread.

Addition of links to specific roles from my Stories Without Homes thread into specific story/ideas.

Addition of Owned.

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Updated.

Change in Status.

Addition of "Beltway Insider"

Addition of "Artificial Romance"

Addition of "Self Aware"

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Updated.

Removal of several stories.

Addition of "Smuggler's Run".  I am craving a Star Wars story with this one, opposite a male character.

The three story ideas posted are the only ones from my own ideas that I will consider writing at this time.

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Updated.

Added "New Chapters"

Working on PMs, so be patient.

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Updated.

A status change has been updated.

The main information about myself has been altered slightly.

My Star Wars game, as well as Owned, has been removed.

Lock and Key has been added.

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Updated.

Format changes.

Addition of "The Old College Try"

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Updated.

Various changes to thread.

Added "Blinded" (new story)

Added "Beyond the Mask" (new story)

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Updated.

Tidying up of the thread.

Addition of PTA PDA, Deliciously Destroyed.

Removal of several NEW tags

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Updated.

Added "Homecoming" and "The Dirty Yankee and Damn Secessionist".

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Updated.

Removal of several expired story ideas.

Rearranging of story order.

Addition of "Surprise Reunion" (New Story)

Addition of "Sacred Oath" (New Story)

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Updated.

Added "Duty".

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Updated.

Major updates.

Removal of several stories.

Addition of "An Otherworldly Collector" and "Champions"

Also a recent rennovation and remodeling of my On's and Off's:  https://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=264199.0

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Updated.

I'm currently getting a bit tight with solo stories, but there are a few that I still want to try and write.

Removed several that I'm not interested in right now.

Added "Sleeping Beauty".

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Updated.

Significant changes and updates.

Removal of several game ideas.

Rearrangement of ideas.

Addition of "Daddy's Girl", "Patriotic Duty".

Addition of Grab Bag feature.

Stories are placed in order of personal craving.

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Updated.

Addition of "Off Duty".

Reinstallation of several past ideas.

Removal of several ideas.

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Updated.

Removal of several stories.

Monthly bump.

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Updated.

Status change.

Removal of grab-bag.

Significant additions to various ideas.

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Updated.

Major changes and rennovations.

Addition of several story ideas.

Removal of several one-shot ideas.