Needed some where to keep what I write :P

[rouwdy]

I just wrote a poem about some one that lately has become very special to me. I know its no good but writing is my outlet.

You've stolen but it's no crime.
You'll have my heart for all of time.
Just one thought, it starts to race.
If only I had met you a different time, a different place.
I love your laugh, I love your smile.
I love when our eyes lock for that little while.
When I'm with you time seems to stop.
Then suddenly our time together is up.
For the first time, I don't want to escape reality.
Because of you, you've change my sensuality.

[rouwdy]

In this word I'm so confused.
Where my soul wants to go I've been refused.
For years my body and mind have been missused.
I've became used to being accused.
If you've done me wrong you are excused.
I live in hope this will all defuse.

[rouwdy]

If life was a video game.
I'd shine brighter then a flame.
Every one would always know my name.
Life would never be the same.

Into the unknown I'd venture.
Endless searching for adventure.
Our duels would be a clenture.
I'd never need a single denture.

No matter what I'd wear a grin.
As I battle my way through thick and thin.
By fist or sword or gun or even a rolling pin.
Trying my hardest to not commit a single sin.

I would never destroy.
If needed I would deploy
It may sound coy.
But that life I would enjoy.

[rouwdy]

Ninety nine percent of people don't know their true strength.
They keep most of the world away at arms length.
I am that less then one percent.
People around have seen my ascent.
I shape my world around me as I see fit.
Even the times it appears my mind is split.
I know what I must do, but I'm a coward.
The evil I face, I'm overtowered.
I strain my mind to enforce my will.
Although I was never designed to kill.
A man who has all he could want.
Yet true evil is always there to haunt.

[rouwdy]

Be alert, be aware.
What will you do on the edge of despair.
You know they're lies but you will declare.
It's their fault that life is unfair.
If you want something bad, prepare to fight.
Never turn around and take flight.
People will hate and people will spite.
But work hard and you'll have your delight.
I believe in you because you are strong.
I'll help you get there just don't prolong.
Just keep fighting no matter how long.
You'll learn you were strong all along.

[rouwdy]

I'm sorry I hurt you, it was for the best.
I know your still hurting but I need to put my mind at rest.
So much effort to get you to see your potential.
Trying to teach you all things essential.
I had to leave you were holding me back.
Were I'm going the requirements you lack.
If you ever need anything just give me a call.
I'll still keep my promise to never let you fall.
I'm sorry I hurt you.
I still care about you.

[rouwdy]

Time to sing again in joyfull sound.
Free from all my mental bounds.
I'm lost but yet I've found.
Strength to turn back around.
I'll keep my head held high through any fear.
Apologies if I shed a single tear.
Don't know where I'll be in a year.
So many people passing through my life I hold you dear.
Didn't mean my actions and attitude to mislead.
With what I choose I will succeed.
Through the last few ranks I will proceed.
Everyones expectations I will exceed.
Time to take back what is my right of birth.
Time to take and give back all I can on earth.
Don't worry as I prove my worth.
You'll hear my laughter ring out in mirth.
Quit with the pretense.
Stop the suspense.
Become immense.
Greatness to dispence.

[rouwdy]

Time is life's great mystery.
You can look back and see your history.
Look forward and its all unknown.
Some people in the now try and postpone.
I am not scared of time but I am cautious.
When in the wrong place in time you will be nauseous.
It can bring great beauty and joy.
Watch out though because it can destroy.
It can be precious when given as a gift.
Though even given it can go adrift.
It can be taken away till there is no more.
You'd much prefer to be battered and sore.
Truth is we don't control time. Time controls us.

[rouwdy]

Storm clouds loom but the air is still
I start the steep ascent up this hill
You might doubt I'll get there but I know I will
This is my life and its such a thrill
As the first drop of rain falls on my face
I look around not knowing this place
As I walk there's less empty space
But I will not rush, life is no race
The first gust of wind blows through my hair
I bite my pride and lay my emotions bare
Although these times might give me a scare
New beginnings aren't bad so I don't despair
A sudden clap of thunder rings through my ears
In life there's a sudden shift in gears
Looking around I've lost all my peers
But even alone I face up all my fears
I've been holding of this storm but its still looming
The time has ended of my grooming
Even though my skills might still be blooming
The time has come, my life I am resuming

[rouwdy]

One thing I can't help to love are shoes
It would surprise most people I do even more then booze
I walk into a shop and have so many to choose
Walk out without all I feel I loose
I dream up new kinds when I have a snooze
Walls Of them are such views
Try them out to make sure they wont bruise
Emotional attachments start to ruse
My clothes and shoes must infuse
Others it will bemuse
They make my personality suffuse
People give me their reviews
Such a collection they wonder whose
My addiction might confuse
If I don't want, my feet they wont defuse
Other then this pair and I ruse
Other then this pair I will refuse
Love them to much to abuse
A fetish they accuse
My personality I make them drop clues
To myself they fuse
the best things they come in two's
While some it will amuse
A good pair will bounce you like kangaroos.
If it raining there's no excuse
Wearing them I will refuse
I don't care if we're on a cruise
To the salt I will not loose
New pair of Nike's now that's news
I see them and I ooze
Still its my shoes, then personality, don't reuse
I wear shoes showing emotions, learn to transfuse