deep inside

[Duchess]

Searching for a feeling,
Not found in anybody,
Digging deep in their souls,
Finding empty holes,
Yearning to be filled,
Still I cant keep it there,
Scared to confront their emptiness,
And looking in my heart,
Finding same hole,
Filled with emptiness,
Pulling me deeper,
Dragging me away,
Unable to find peace,
And I’m drowning in my tears.

Pull me out; do not leave me there,
My heart can take it any more,
I don’t want to be alone,
I need you with me,
Show me how to do it again,
My memory abandoned me,
I do not remember how,
It is so hard and I cannot trust myself,
My body hurts,
My eyes are dry,
No more tears in my soul,
Only a wandering ghost,
Searching for that, what is missing?
Still I don’t remember.

Give me your hand and bring me back,
I am tired and can’t go on any more,
If you leave me here,
I cannot blame you.
Slowly the petals are falling,
Killing the life inside the rose.
A rose so black and rare,
No more hope left for her.
Do not leave me here alone.
I trust you with my soul,
Please show me,
That you trust me too.