❦ he hit me and it felt like a kiss ❦ ~ F for M or F (angsty presents inside)

[soscarletitwasmaroon]

Hi Cuties!

I'm bones.! I go by any pronouns, but I'm a cisgender woman. I am 24 years old. I love Hannibal, Disney, coffee, religious aesthetics... all the stuff. I'm active on a couple of other sites, so if you recognize me, hi! <3 I'm very new to this site, but definitely not to roleplaying. Oh, and I don't project my real-life morals onto the stories I write. I like to believe that I'm an empathetic, kind person… just not on the internet. I couldn't care less about your IRL gender, as long as you write convincingly.

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Little things to know about me and my style -->

♡ I write multi-para to novella style (400-1000+ words)
♡ While I will happily write dirty shameless smut, I value the story more than anything. Without a story that humanizes both characters as complex, three-dimensional beings who overcome (or succumb) to conflict, my interest will wane. Fast.
♡ My responses vary from multiple times a day to once a week. I don't have a constant pace, and I don't expect that back. I have college, mental health, or other stuff to worry about. I know having no idea when your partner will respond is frustrating, so if you struggle with that, then I am not the best partner for you.
♡ I have a reasonably vast vocabulary and at least a good grasp on grammar (gotta put those highschool AP English classes to use somehow). But I have my own quirks. I start some sentences off with conjunctions, overuse the dash and semicolon prolifically, and unashamedly write run-on sentences. This isn't a graded paper, and I don't treat it that way!
♡ I write in both first and third person (I'm an omniscient narrator for third person)
♡ I'm ghost-friendly! I prefer if you tell me if you want to end the roleplay, but I don't take it personally if you don't, and I certainly won't be a little bitch about it. I might send a message, but if you don't respond, I'll take the hint. If you ghost and want to return to the story or plan a new one months later, I'll most likely accept.
♡ I don't have a plot-to-smut ratio; they give me anxiety. Let's just let them click when they click.

Writing Preferences For My Partner

♡ I won't place a writing minimum for you, but I'll say this: detail. Describe the feelings, your character's inner monologues, and how their senses work to create their own unique atmosphere. I do not work well with one-liners, and I prefer multi-para to novella, but if you're being descriptive, you're golden.
♡ I do best with at least once-a-week posts, but that's a very weak preference, and I'll do fine with less frequent posts.
♡ Reasonably vocal. Sure, I don't expect us to be total besties (although I have and will again make friends with my partners), but I need someone who will voice ideas and concerns. If you're leaving all the planning to me and not pulling your weight, this won't be enjoyable.
♡ If we're doing a historical plot, some degree of historical accuracy is very much preferred. I don't expect historians, and I won't hunt you down over the occasional out-of-place detail, but have some respect and care for the setting.
♡ Discord is fine for OOC planning, but OOC only.
♡ If you see this, put your favorite song(s) or movie(s) in your DM. This is so I can see that you read this, and because I just like knowing that stuff <3

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I highly suggest checking out my concept word bank, kinks and limits, and overall miscellaneous writing stuff. Go to my on and off thread to see that stuff, which I have linked below!
https://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=349483.msg16421535#new

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Pairings and Plot Bunnies -->

Roles in bold are the ones I will be playing. If both roles are in bold, that means I don't mind playing either. Stories/pairings in green are ones I'm craving. Ones in blue are ones I'm super craving. (Click the spoilers - I know they're super tiny)

"Versatile (any era, setting, etc)"

Sugar Daddy/Mommy x Sugar Baby
Stripper/Escort x Sugar Daddy/Mommy
A Vengeful Couple
Master x Sex Slave in Training
Kidnapper x Victim
Drug Addict x Dealer
Prostitute x Prostitute
Boss x Secretary
Drug-addicted Prostitute x Client


• [religious-trauma + possible dub-con + small towns + obsession] Christian girls in a Christian world always carry some sort of baggage with them. My character was taught to keep her knees together, and her rosary on her dresser since before she began to bleed. It maddened her. That inevitable day she would be judged... which is worse? Burning for all of eternity, or spending out the world's days in the clouds surrounded by the people who keep her in this personal hell?  She's been isolated from the world. Either she was brought up in a small town, or a mission. The only thing keeping her from killing herself is the fact that it's a sin. Then she meets YC. Either he grooms her and takes advantage of the fact that she's desperate for a spark in her life, or she decides that she wants him... and she'll stop at nothing to get him.

• [incest] It's typical - she's never gotten over the death of her mother, and now no one could ever compare to her widower-of-a-father. Well, anyone, except for her. She's already on medication, and she feels as if everyone has isolated her. Except for her father - and soon, she grows to want him in a way daughters aren't supposed to lust for their fathers. All characters will be 17+.

• [abuse + incest + non-con + stockholm syndrome]He's always been a lone wolf. Well, that's an understatement. He's never even spoken to his sister until he became the legal guardian of her, and even then, the things he said were always snide and cruel. When her parents died, he took custody of her. She hates him, but because of some familial bond, she doesn't put up a fight when she lives with him. As she copes with the death of her parents, he spirals. He spirals into something monstrous, and soon she learns just how ugly his heart really is. All characters will be 16+.

"Historical"

Therapist/Doctor x Patient
Priest x Acolyte
Conquerer x War Prize
Pagan x Catholic
Inquisitor/Witch Hunter x The Accused
(WW2 - my biggest craving) German Soldier/Nazi x Black French/Polish/German townsperson (she could also be Romani, Jewish, Communist, or whatever else would get her oppressed under that environment, but I do kinda prefer to write a black character since I'm black, so I'll understand the scope of her experiences more. Still, I can be convinced pretty easily otherwise.


• [alternate-reality + dub-con] A world where poor families can choose to send their attractive kin into sexual slavery. I prefer this to be executed in an auctioning format. All characters will be 17+, per the site rules.

• [historical + asylums + corruption + possible dub-con] A Victorian asylum fantasy. A fragile girl that wants to stab her arteries constantly, and a doctor that wants nothing but to ruin her. Romance between them can definitely transpire, and I'd prefer it would be on both sides, but I don't want that to inhibit the fact that he is sending her down a spiral.

"Crime"

Detective x Apprentice (1870s-Present Day)
Stripper x Corrupt Cop
Mafia Boss x Pin-Up Girl
Outlaw x Outlaw
Detective(s) x Victim


• [stalking + possible dub/non-con + stockholm syndrome] Your character is a striking young man, a dashing silver-fox, or perhaps a vixen-y woman. My character makes herself seen somehow. She's an outgoing college student, an aspiring writer, an OnlyFans model. Something. Your character has it all put together. Career-bound, fraud, cozy homelife... whatever you want them to be. And yet, since forever, they've had an itch to collect someone delectable. Something to toy with. And my character sets that desire ablaze.


• [lesbian + gorey + revenge + dynamic duos + killing men](I took inspiration from the movie "Martyrs" for this) Character A was experimented on in various ways as a little girl, and because of that, she grew up fighting demon after demon. She's schizophrenic, paranoid, probably missing a few body parts (little things like fingers and ears and eyes), and pretty much broken from the inside out. To "slay" these demons, she starts to find the people who did this to her and kill them and anyone who stands in her way... with the help of Character B. Character B can be whoever with whatever past, but all that matters is that they're "murder wives" together who take out terrible men. This will be brutal, hopefully, so prepare to not pull any punches. Let's avoid the "mean gay girl nice gay girl" trope because they're both going to be fucking mean to these men.

"Fantasy"

Witch/Wizard x Apprentice (Medieval-1910s)
Vampire Count/Countess x Human


• [wholesomeness + peril + twin flame + love at first sight + singing to animals + so. many. flowers! + princesses/princes] Didn't know if I should put this in the fandom tag or the fantasy one, but here we are. I have this idea floating around in the pink glittery house that is my brain about some possible crossover between Snow White and Aurora. This doesn't have to be WLW - either one can be a boy, both can be, or both can be girls (a male Briar Rose seems so appealing???), but I just like how the stories have such distinct aesthetics, and their narratives are similar. Snow White is running from the cruelty of the queen, and she has found somewhere obscure in the forest to live (kinda wanna exclude the Dawrves' from this). There, she hears Aurora sing, and is fascinated, and... yeah stuff rolls out from there.


• [obsession + witchy (ish) + gorey] (I obviously took notes from "American Horror Story: Coven, and "The Love Witch" for this and I am not hiding that) || She has done everything right. She will willingly clean, she can cook like a dream, she paints on her face until she's achieved aesthetical perfection, and she's magnificent in bed. But despite all that, it's like no matter how many hours she spends in the gym or perfecting her eyeliner arch, every man she dates ends up leaving. Fed up with one failed relationship after another, the young witch decides to go on a little rampage towards the exes who have left her. She kills them, and stitches their individual "best features" together to create what she deems "The Perfect Boy". The story would consist of the training she'd give him, as she teaches him to embody her definition of "The Perfect Boy". I imagine this one will be short, but it's still an idea I've been having fun imagining.

"Fandom"

(Stranger Things) Dr. Brenner x Experiment
(The Handmaid's Tale) Lawrence x His Handmaid (an OC)
(The NBC Hannibal) Hannibal x OC


• A twisted, dark, and distorted version of a Disney story/Grimm Fairytale. Current craving for Alice in Wonderland, or the Hunchback of Notre Dame.

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