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To quote a children's program I once watched a very long time ago. It's been a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day and I just woke up a few hours ago. I could tell you every little detail and I am highly tempted but I just cant bring myself to review the whole thing again. So maybe I will try to sum things up.

After getting off work this morning I was almost run over by a crazy person not paying attention. Happy to have gotten out of that unscathed I completed the rest of my normal day only to get home to my grandmother calling asking me about powers of attorney and when was I coming back south so we could get it straightened out. Ok all well and good, I have a bit of fun with a nice person via a couple of pm's and go to bed with sweet dreams.

I wake up, make dinner, everything is relatively cool. I acutually leave early for work because we have a new girl on shift and this is her very first day of being a tech. I want to be there in case things are really hairy and the other tech doesnt lose his mind with having the new girl and disaster. I get to work and the car accident I avoided earlier in the day comes to pass with me backing into a coworkers truck with my truck. So not only is it my fault, but my rear bumper is nicely crunched. So insurance will go up, and I will have to pony up for the deductible.

Now adding on to all of this that my non-favorite time of the month made its presence known, (and if you get weirded out by this then just quit reading because its a natural thing and I am an adult I dont know about you) so I am crampy, miserable, pissed off and sad. Sad because I dont want to think about my crazy little grandmother leaving this world and her calling me just made that all the more apparent. Sad because someone I consider a good friend always seems too distracted to listen to anything I have to say. Sad because every story I seem to write is about losing something you love and I wish I could be far more chipper.

I am pissed because the third on's and off's list I read in hopes of finding a new writing partner was forever and a day long, with such details and directions that it just pretty much ran me off from them all together. I woud hate to be a disappointment as a fellow writer, but just for once can someone fucking RELAX. Oh and by the way, since when did having a psychosis and a big dictionary make people believe they had personality?! Just because you have some modicum of education, and maybe a little taste does not make you better in any way, or superior to those who may not have the same. That really pisses me off.

So the moral of the story is I am just kind of retreating for a while, until some day when I can look around and feel ok again, that I will become more socially active with the site again. All the drama and nonsense has come to a nasty head and I am ready to just chop it off all together. And apparently summing up just didnt work. I wont let go of my blog, because you know I like writing in it, and I wont let go of my stories because I like writing in them too. I think I just need a good dose of reality and go climb a mountain somewhere and forget the rest of this shit exists.

There is more but I just cant bring myself to explain it further....I am so glad tomorrow is Friday the 13th.