So here I sit, another night amongst so many. Technically it's early morning now, 2:51 AM to be precise. I really should be in bed, as I have alot of work to do tomorrow, but I find myself unable to sleep, as per usual. Sitting here on the couch at a friend's house, gearing up for a wonderful weekend of gaming with the eight other people that make up my current 'pack'. Rather silly, Have a mate, and friends that can be concidered family, and yet I still feel like the lone wolf, trodding along through the unknown. *Nae saian luume'. Too long since I felt as if I belonged anywhere, allways on the run, if not in the physical world, in the astral one. How long will these nightmares keep me awake? The pack tearing itself apart before my eyes.... how long will this last? Still, I'm looking towards the future, wether for good or ill. Tomorrow I have an appointment at Social Security... maybe they will actually deign to change my damned name and give me a new card again eh? Its only been a year and a half since I first requested the same damned thing I'm going in at 6 AM for.... Ah well.. such is my life. I sit, awake, while my mate and my friends lay dreaming, ever watchful, ever alone in the twighlight. Reminds me of an old poem of mine... But that is neither here nor there. I suppose I should at least attempt a bit of snoozing.. after all, wouldn't want to give the SSI office the satisfaction of boring me to death. *grin* Thats all for now...
Winged Gaurdian Wolf of the Desert
- Alpha Jaylynn Lonewolf-
(*It's been too long)